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【𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐖𝐎】
(explicit nsfw scenes at the start - readers who don't want to read can skip to the first timeskip! incl. shower sex, very light choking, oral (f receiving))
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IT WAS NEARLY THREE IN THE MORNING by the time Levi had finally had enough of Himari's yawning and sent her to bed. With the claim that it wasn't going to be hard for him to recreate her signature, considering it was just a messy scribble of her initials, Levi kicked Himari out of her own office, shutting the door behind him and placing a chair under the doorknob so she couldn't get back in.
"Grumpy old man," Himari grumbled to herself under her breath as she shoved her hands in her pockets and left her office behind. The door rattled behind her.
"I heard that, brat."
Himari meeped.
She hurried down the stairs back towards her bedroom, pushing it open quietly as not to awake Eren, in case he was asleep. To her surprise, he wasn't in her room. She didn't think much of it, however, considering she knew that some nights, Eren just needed his personal space. She understood that sometimes, he didn't feel like talking. The thoughts in his head were louder than his own voice and he didn't have the energy to get the words out whenever someone asked him if he was okay.
Himari worried about him, though. He'd been different since he'd discovered the truth of his father's basement. She wasn't quite sure what was going on in his head, sometimes, that caused him to look at her with that sad, faraway expression that often made her feel as though he was looking at her through someone else's eyes. He was quieter, now. His affection towards Himari no longer consisted of passionate grins and words that often sounded angry or irritated, when really she knew they came from a deep place of emotion inside of him.
Now, his words were soft, quiet. His touches were gentle, as though she were fragile, and his kisses were hungry and desperate, as though it were her last day on Earth. She never asked him why - not when she knew that he wouldn't talk to her about it, no matter how much she begged. So, often, she would just find herself asking him if he was still with her. To which, he would simply brush over her cheek with light, feather-soft touches and a nod of his head.
Himari sighed as she pushed open the door to her bathroom, half-closing it behind her. She stripped out of her clothes, leaving them in a pile outside the shower in a way she knew Levi would be disgusted with if he ever found out. Himari stepped into the shower after letting it warm and exhaled blissfully when the steam hit her skin.
She couldn't bring herself to close her eyes and fully enjoy the heat of the shower, not when it reminded her so painfully of the time she had been swallowed by a titan. Instead, she washed herself and her hair, turning the water stream to a cooler temperature before she tilted her head back and washed the soapy suds from her head.
