The Stepsiblings

OPPA!!!!!

Ji-hoon: w-what are y-you sa-saying?

Y/n wiped her tears which fell and took a deep breath looking at him.

Y/n: you are avoiding me right that means you don't want to see me. So what's the point living together under a roof. I am an adult I can take my life decisions right.

My tears started flowing as she said that.

Ji-hoon: DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING!!!!???

I yelled at her and she flinched.

Y/n: what's wrong did I said, you don't want to see me and I am just trying to make it easy. You can eat in dining tables and you can go anywhere anytime. You don't need to hide from me anymore.

Ji-hoon: h-how can you say..... that I loved you since..... you were born, I cared for you whenever...... you felt bad, I had spent.......sleepless nights whenever you got fever or...... cold, I helped you..... every time whenever you need but...... becuz of one mistake you had stopped calling..... me o-oppa. I tried to do....... everything to make it up to you b-but you did what you want.......I always supported your decision either you...... were right or wrong....... But you still didn't called me by that word which I was yearning for.......I started thinking that I have failed to be....... b-brother And you were...... suffering becuz of me..... When you said you wanted to work with jade I........ still didn't stopped you...... As you said you want to fight, racing, everything I agreed....... And now you want to leave me to........ This proves I was not worth to be alive right........ I should have saved you that day........ right I was useless.......that time so I deserve de-

I wasn't able to complete my sentence as y/n hugged me tightly and started crying. I was shocked as she never cried like this in these 3 years.I also hugged her not wanting to let her go.

As doctors told me she needs to cry and let everything out but she didn't cried until now like this. She cried before but it's look like the tears were flowing without any emotions or expression. That's why she became like this. I didn't forced her to cry cause I knew she will push me away too. I don't know what yoongi said to her that she agreed to talk to me but I am thankful to him.

Y/n:*sobing* I am sorry.......i am sorry......I am sorry

Ji-hoon: I am s-sorry too......I wanted to s-save you bu-

She closed his mouth by her palm and said breaking the hug.

Y/n: *sobbing* it wasn't y-your mistake..... I t-tried to f-forget it but..... it wasn't g-going out of my m-mind...... I started having n-nightmares.......I wa-wanted to s-sleep in your e-embrace and...... cu-cuddles with you f-feeling safe....... b-but all I got was fl-flashback that you...... won't be able to save me again..... I wanted m-mom too but she w-wasn't there for me...... I wanted to s-smile but........I again remembered how they....... had t-treated me......when finally y-you came to s-save me but t-they d-didnt let you.

I wiped her tears and cupped her face.

Ji-hoon: I know you are just afraid to trust me b-but do it last time and this time I won't disappoint you.

She nodded smiling a bit.

Ji-hoon: stop this crying. I dont like when i see you like this. Let's have dinner

Y/n shook her head as no.

Ji-hoon: why don't you listen to me once? You didn't had anything since afternoon let's go.

Y/n: h-how do you k-know?

I chuckled and put her hair strand behind her ear.

Ji-hoon: my sis you forgot that it was my office so I can get any information I want