The boy who's dream came blue

Confession time 🕛

Mason's pov
I knew I had to tell lynds what was happening with me I just hoped she would still be awake and so I sent her a text (Masetro💙) Hey baby hope I haven't woken you up I'm missing you like crazy hope these next few hours zoom by so I can have you in my arms just want to hold my most treasured possession and never let her go again and I really need to talk to you DONT WORRY ITS NOTHING YOU'VE DONE i love you baby so much and more M xxxx and to my shock and relief She texted me back almost instantly (brownie🤎)heya baby what's up and don't worry I can't sleep anyway as my bed is never going to compare to my favourite person in the world do you want me to come over even earlier so we can have a good cuddle before heading to school and I love you so much too L xxxx I replied back immediately (masetro💙) Glad I haven't woken you up and funny that my favourite blanket isn't here I'm having to text her instead 😘 I need your help and please don't be mad but i lied to you earlier when you asked me how I was I told you I was fine and the truth is I've been suffering from panic attacks ever since your attack because i didn't do enough to protect you and I'm scared it's going to happen again and it'll be worse xxxx(brownie🤎) Baby I told you this was not your fault at all so how dare you still blame yourself for this you've been nothing but incredible and baby I'm so proud of you for telling me eventually if you ever feel like your anxious again call me please baby day or night no matter what after all you do get me through my anxiety and I WILL get you through yours and I think I've just fallen deeper in love with you mr mount more than I ever thought possible i tell you what I'll bring you one of my scarves over and then if or when you feel anxious then you've got something of mine so you can feel closer to me even when we're apart how does that sound your incredible baby and you make me so happy and so proud of you L xxxx (masetro💙) what did I do to be blessed with you hmm and okay I promise if I feel like that again just like always you'll be my first choice and aw I'd love one of your scarves and in return I'll give you a hoodie of mine so my baby has something to have of me untill you can have my surname officially and legally so yes please the quicker you can come back home and I can hold you for extra cuddles will be very much appreciated and I love you so much and more and can't wait to see you future mrs mount to be M xxxx and with that I put my phone down and tried to get to sleep but for once the only thing keeping me up was knowing I only had a few hours until I could hold lynds in my arms again luckily enough I still had enough time
to get some sleep so i won't be as tired and settled down with a smile on my face and a head filled with wonderful thoughts about lynds and all of our future plans and soon enough I felt my eyelids grow heavy and I allowed them to close and fell asleep looking forward to the morning

Lynds's pov
No matter what I tried I just couldn't stop thinking about mason I knew something was upsetting him but he told me everything was okay I debated about texting him but I knew he would be asleep because other than football sleeping is another favourite thing of his closely followed by bingeing films with snacks .I then thought about doing some reading but couldn't make up my mind on what to read and there was nothing I wanted to watch when I was alerted to a text message so i rolled over on to my side and opened the text and to my secret joy it was from mase (masetro💙)Hey baby hope I haven't woken you up I'm missing you like crazy hope these next few hours zoom by so I can have you in my arms just want to hold my most treasured possession and never let her go again and I really need to talk to you DONT WORRY ITS NOTHING YOU'VE DONE i love you baby so much and more M xxxx(brownie🤎)heya baby what's up and don't worry I can't sleep anyway as my bed is never going to compare to my favourite person in the world do you want me to come over even earlier so we can have a good cuddle before heading to school and I love you so much too L xxxx despite masons reassurance that it's nothing I've done I still couldn't help but worry what was up and soon enough I received my answer as I received a reply (maestro💙) Glad I haven't woken you up and funny that my favourite blanket isn't here I'm having to text her instead 😘 I need your help and please don't be mad but i lied to you earlier when you asked me how I was I told you I was fine and the truth is I've been suffering from panic attacks ever since your attack because i didn't do enough to protect you and I'm scared it's going to happen again and it'll be worse xxxx I gave a deep sigh oh my poor mason I wish I knew how I could reassure him and prove to him I don't blame him and I'm never going to be able to reassure him but as a sufferer of anxiety I knew sometimes words aren't enough proof and need to be backed up by actions which gave me an idea(brownie🤎)Baby I told you this was not your fault at all so how dare you still blame yourself for this you've been nothing but incredible and baby I'm so proud of you for telling me eventually if you ever feel like your anxious again call me please baby day or night no matter what after all you do  get me through my anxiety and I WILL get you through yours and I think I've just fallen deeper in love with you mr mount more than I ever thought possible i tell you what I'll bring you one of my scarves over and then if or when you feel anxious then you've got something of mine so you can feel closer to me even when we're apart how does that sound your incredible baby and you make me so happy and so proud of you L xxxx I hoped by offering mase one of my scarfs that it would give him something subtle that could be worn and hidden at the same time but also something physical of mine to have with him at all times so if needed he could reassure himself that way(masetro💙) what did I do to be blessed with you hmm and okay I promise if I feel like that again just like always you'll be my first choice and aw I'd love one of your scarves and in return I'll give you a hoodie of mine so my baby has something to have of me untill you can have my surname officially and legally so yes please the quicker you can come back home and I can hold you for extra cuddles will be very much appreciated and I love you so much and more and can't wait to see you future mrs mount to be M xxxx even just seeing the title future mrs mount to be filled me with so much joy and excitement and the fact he referred to his house as home for us I just didn't know what else this boy could say or do to make me love him any more or less I would do whatever I takes to get him through his anxiety