The boy who's dream came blue

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Lynds pov
This morning Id beaten my alarm for work so I was able to reply to messages that I got yesterday whilst I was waking up and the first one was from dec (dec chair 🪑 ) oi oi you have a great first day need to come over and see you soon give my love to bree and a hey to mase go smash it bestie (Mountie❤️) morning dec sorry I didn't reply yesterday was as you can imagine rather busy and I didn't really get the chance to look at my phone and yeah will do miss ya ya freak 😂(dec chair 🪑 ) right I'mma call child line for that abuse 😝(Mountie❤️) dec your nearly 23 shut up 🤐 and then I replied to jt (jt1️⃣) Hello you hope your lovely little family is well umm how does one tell a Declan I'm the new manager for West Ham 😬(lynds❤️) Hello jt I'm okay and bree's fine and mase is slowly getting there and you weren't joking about going to somewhere with very little talent well they signed dec so says it all really and Umm just tell him really quickly and behind glass the boy will probably become a human javelin 🤭(jt1️⃣) Jesus Christ can tell your a Capricorn that mood shift from sweet to savage 🤣And why's mase getting there what's happened to mase 🤨(lynds❤️) It's a talent 😘 and he relapsed and cut himself again so we're building him back up bit by bit 🙂 and once I'd finished replying to my texts And felt slightly more awake I stretched my arms and got out of bed and got bree up and mason stayed sleeping morning loves grace said as I sat down with bree and gave her a bottle cuppa love and I say yeah please mum and she puts the kettle on and I give bree a break from her bottle so I can wind her and head into the kitchen to get my breakfast bowl so I could have some weetabix for this mornings breakfast and then I made a few bottles for bree and i then got her into a clean nappy and then got her dressed and then placed her in the cot and went to eat my breakfast and scroll through my social media and I finished my weetabix and washed my bowl and packed it away and then I made mine and masons lunch and our drinks and put it all in the fridge and then I had my cup of tea and then when I came back into the front room mase was sat on the sofa watching over bree and smiled softly and headed up to our room to get ready for work and I grabbed my uniform and my towels and made sure everything was ready and while I was waiting for the hot water to be ready I ran my hands around my neck flinching slightly and when I looked in the mirror I saw a cluster of bruises over my neck and collarbone and put my dressing gown on and sent mason a text (mrs mount 👸) MASON TONY MOUNT ASS UP HERE NOW xxx (mr mount 🔐) Ooo normally hate my full name but you make it sound delicious but okay I'm coming up now if its for pre work sex baby I gotta rest sometimes 🤭 xxx and soon enough I hear masons footsteps approaching and our bedroom door open and I say you are a little fucker and mason looks at me somewhat confused and says what did I do baby I said how the actual fuck am I going to explain this and I moved my hair to show mason the bruises on my flesh and mason says ahh umm I may have been smidge too affectionate huh baby and I said a smidge and I said baby I look like I'm a blood starved vampires victim and mason held back a chuckle right don't panic too much baby umm firstly I'm really sorry I didn't realise I was nibbling that harshly and two your work dress is high enough to cover the most of it maybe wear your hair in a half up half down style and umm keep the under layer over your shoulders and it should be fine and I say well if we get busted mr it's you that's got to confess and I'm pretty sure your mum wouldn't like to hear the story baby and mason shakes his head and kisses me am I in trouble baby and I say I reckon a two week long sex ban should be fine and give you plenty of thinking time so it's in affect as off today we can kiss and cuddle and give massages but no further than that trouble and mason says okay baby I accept the punishment and next time I will pick a much more easier place to cover up the bruising but i was only doing it so people knew that the smartest most beautiful person I've ever known is my wife so they can keep on going about their day because your mine and I'm yours and I break my stern face and say I genuinely can't stay mad at you Mr mount and mason gives me a huge grin and I give him a kiss and say right I'm getting in the shower and ready for work okay and mason nods and says see you in a few darling and goes back downstairs to be with bree and I get in the shower and I wash my body and being mindful of my hair as it was still clean from yesterday so that saved me a bit of time so I stood under the hot water for a few seconds and then carried on with my routine and when I was done in the shower I dried my body and put my underwear on and again heated up my shoes to Speed up the breaking in process and then I put my dress on and put a bit of concealer on the visible parts of my bruises and I used some talcum powder to make it look more natural and then I did my facial routine and I just applied my usual eyeliner and mascara and then lip balm and lip taint and once I was happy with that I brush my hair and put it up and apply a hairspray and then I head to the bathroom and brush my teeth and with a spritz of body mist I was happy with how I looked so I grabbed a spare outfit and bits for bree and my Chelsea blazer and my work shoes and my MacBook in its bag And my work Id badge I then headed downstairs ready to pack bree's bag and get her ready to leave while mason had his shower and got him self ready and then he came back down and he got a glass of water and took his medication and washed his glass out and put it away and then he put some chewing gum in his mouth and then his shoes on and we loaded the car up and headed off and made our way to cobham and mason parked the car and like always helped me unload bree and her bits and then he gave me a kiss and said I know timos here as I can see his car so I'll go see how he is I'll see you later baby and he gave me a kiss and said have a good day if you need me yell darling and he gave bree a kiss bye bree daddy loves you be a good girl for mummy please and mason headed off in search of timo and I get started on my days work and i hear frank open his office so I tap on his door and say morning boss and Frank says morning lynds how are you and I say yeah I'm good thanks and mase is here he's just gone to find timo so be cautious and Frank chuckled and and said I appreciate the heads up honestly thought that little fucker was going to cause me to meet my maker yesterday and I laughed and then I hear mase and timo talking and I popped my head out of my office and say morning timo and timo said good morning lynds and gave me a hug how are you and I say I'm good Timo and I see him smile at bree and I say go on go and say hi and Timo says it's like you know what I'm going to ask and I laugh and Timo says hiya bree aww your changing so much I can definitely see your mummy in you and I smile and say yeah she's growing up now and it won't be long before your chasing her around the pitch and Timo says I can't wait and says well bree as cute as you are and I know I could quite happily spend all day here with you and your mummy I've got to go be bullied by uncle Frank for a bit but I'll see you later have fun with mummy and Timo headed off and I get through the paperwork and organise the meetings and the interviews for the week and added them to the calendar so me and Frank both knew who was doing what and on what day and the times and I was so busy I'd worked through my lunch when I heard a knock on my office door so I said it's open and mason walked through the door with a take away cup and paper bag and he held it out towards me and said peace offering and apology number two and I got up and walked across my office to mason and I hugged him and said thanks baby I had a sip off my drink which was a caramel latte and i opened the bag to reveal a chocolate chip brownie and I took a bite and hummed because it was so delicious and gave mason a kiss I really needed that darling thank you best apology so far and mason looked at me and Said if your still hungry baby have my lunch as well I can grab a few bits here and i said no you have your lunch baby I just happened to have accidentally worked through my lunch break and mason kissed me aww baby that's not good take a break with us please and get some air bree looks out for the count and I said yeah she should be I've just Fed and changed her so she won't be waking up anytime soon and me and mase head outside and sit on the bench and I pass mason his lunch box and Kai and timo came over and Kai says ahh heya Lynds was beginning to think you'd gotten locked in your office or something and I said nah just being your back up mum and making sure you all have what you need and everything is updated it's a demanding role really and I noticed timo smiling at his phone and said oh that's a happy face and timo said aw I'm just talking to someone and she seems so sweet and I say aww I have to approve of anyone getting close to my Timo can't have anyone trying to steal my favourite meerkat and timo said well I'm planning on asking her for a drink tomorrow night and umm would you and mase come as back up in case it goes badly I'll pick you up and drop you back and I'll buy your drinks and i say of course we will be there for him and timo hugs me and mason and said you guys are the best ever well your my family really and I say and your our family too timo so anyway we can help we will and we eat our lunch and timo says we'll she's going to meet me at 6:30 at Chris's restaurant so I'll pick you up at 6:20 I owe you big time and we carry on with our lunch and then Kai says timo mase up for a session with the hoop and mason says yeah sure and timo says yeah let's go and mason says you two head over I'm just seeing bree a second and timo and Kai head over to the basketball area and mason followed me back to my office and sat beside me and said jeez baby you've smashed it and I kiss mason in appreciation thanks gorgeous and mason says right before I'm ridiculed for being with my wife alone in her office I'll head back to the boys and see you later on okay and I say have fun baby and I carry on with my work occasionally hearing a and mount scores again is there no end to his talent the boy marries a gorgeous woman and makes beautiful children and beautiful shots ladies and gentlemen I don't think he can be stopped and I laugh and I look up and see it's five o clock and Frank says have you finished the form you were on lynds and I say yep just done it now and Frank says right get yourselves home and I'll see you tomorrow sweet alright and I say will do and then I hear a gentle knock on my door and I say it's open and kai appears and says fancy that welcome drink and I say yeah sounds great kai thanks and Kai says great meet you all there I'll have your drinks ready and I say ahh good boy and we both laughed and I logged out of my MacBook and packed it away and then got bree and locked my office up behind me and made my way to the car and mason said did Kai tell you were going for a drink and I say yeah he did baby and then we made our way to the bar and found Kai and I said hiya Kai long time no see and Kai said as promised a gin for you and a coke for mase and I said oooh you do know me Kai I'm pretty impressed and we all laughed and Kai said to lynds the queen of cobham and an absolute icon I'm so proud of you and i say aww Kai bless you and I pulled him in to a hug and mason and Kai clink their cans together and hug aswell and then mason yawns and Kai says aw still catching up with your fitness bro and mason nods and says doesn't help that my meds make me super sleepy and Kai raised an eyebrow and said what do you mean Bro and kai asks with concern your not Sick are you and mason says err yeah I am kinda poorly but don't worry it's not a contagious illness and mason says I've been battling with anxiety and depression and I recently cut my thighs I've already got scars on my arms that's why I wear the undersleeves and I reacted the way I did when we played Leicester that player who made that comment was who attacked lynds and bullied her through school and he knew how to get to me and frank nearly lost his job and it all got a bit too much so I'm now on medication and therapy to help me with it and manage it all and Kai said shit mase but thank god your okay and if ever you need to chat I'm here bro always and mason says thanks bro appreciate you loads and the two boys hug and we say bye to Kai and head home and mason let's out another yawn and I say right darling home have something to eat and drink and then a shower and then into bed and mason says yes love and when we arrived home I got bree out of the car and took her upstairs and gave her a bath and got her ready for bed and gave her a bottle so she would be settled by the time mason came up to bed and she soon fell asleep so I placed her in her bed and went downstairs to find mason eating some shreddies and had a glass of milk beside him sorry it's not much baby he said in a sleepy tone and i said it doesn't matter gorgeous just eat that and have your drink before you get ready for bed and mason finished his bowl and drink and then went up and had his shower and then a few minutes later I heard him getting into bed and I make my self a quick sandwich and grace comes home hiya love where's mase and I say hopefully he's asleep he was exhausted today but we've been out for a bit with Kai and he did so well he told Kai he's struggling with his anxiety and depression and confessed that he's been self harming and that he's on medication and grace says aww bless him beds the best place for him then and I said yeah I'm just having this sandwich and then I'll be joining him and grace says fair enough love sleep well and I say thanks mum and I finished my sandwich and washed it Down with a glass of water and then I filled our water bottles up and put them in the fridge for tomorrow and then I headed upstairs and quietly as i could and when I walked into our room I was greeted by the sweetest sight of my husband softly snoring and occasionally lightly humming and I smiled softly to myself little did I know the peace would soon be broken I quietly changed into a oversized T-shirt and shorts and got into bed without disturbing mason and I also felt the day catching up with me and I allowed my eyes to flutter shut and two hours later I could feel mason shifting in his sleep and then he began shaking and he started crying and his once gentle breaths became heavier and his movements became harsher and he began calling out no don't leave me please don't go I'll get better i promise I love you too much I mean it your my wife and your my everything I swear I gulped back the tears that had began building in my throat and I gently began stroking his arm and I whispered hey mase gorgeous I need you to wake up baby and I began stroking his face and he began stirring and the tears fell from his eyes hey baby your okay it's alright I'm here baby I say and within seconds masons tackling me into our mattress baby you came back I'm sorry I'm an idiot but I'm doing all I can you have to believe me unless there's more I can do tell me and I'll do it I swear to you on bree's life your life anyones life and I stop him by holding his arms and say mase sweetheart I didn't go anywhere you just had a nightmare baby your okay I'm okay look not a mark on me other than the one you put on my neck you kinky bastard and I gently prod his chest which gets him to give me a weak attempt at a smile but I take it regardless and look bree's fine too and I show him the camera feed on my phone to reveal Bree sleeping quietly and contently and mase just snuggled in to me tightly and said I really thought you were leaving me it seemed so real and I said never ever happening baby and lift up my left hand how many rings are on my left hand ring finger and mason says two your engagement ring and your wedding ring and I say that's where they've been the entire time ever since you put them on my hand and that's where they will stay they will never leave my hand and I will never ever leave your side gorgeous and mason kisses my wedding ring and wipes the last few tears that have fallen down his cheeks and I say you ok now gorgeous and he nods and says i love you so fucking much and i say I love you so much and more mason I always will now can you let me go for 10 minutes while I make you a hot chocolate and mason nods shyly and I say i promise you I'm downstairs ok and mason nods and blushes and I go downstairs to make masons hot chocolate and I take it back upstairs and masons sat up in bed wiping his eyes and sniffing quietly and I set his hot chocolate on my bedside table and I cuddled mason back in and passed him the hot chocolate and he took small sips and said mmm this is better than mums darling thank you and I said your welcome now do you feel a bit better and he nods good I'm so glad I tell you what you get all comfy and Ill stay awake until you fall back to sleep and mason says please don't stay awake try and sleep yourself I'll try and copy your breathing that might help as I shuffle down out of the seating position i was previously in and I leave an arm draped over mason and I fell asleep again with mason in a protective hold and on alert for any more signs that he's distressed and luckily enough he stays in his now peaceful state and I made a note to keep an eye on him and monitor him overnight as a tired mason usually means a clingy anxious mason the next day and I had a feeling it might be a long one .