The boy who's dream came blue

Decision day⚖️

Masons pov
I'd woken up feeling better than i did yesterday and i knew it was down to the incredible woman who was cuddled up on my chest clearly makeing the most of not having her sleep interrupted by morning sickness and our daughter using her as a kickbag i then heard my phone buzz with a text so i picked up my phone to see who it was and it was Frank (SuperFrank🏅) Morning mase hope your feeling better today just letting you know your card meeting is at 12:00 don't worry I'll be by your side the entire Time you'll be okay I promise ☺️ and I type out a quick response (mason🔵) thanks boss I'm feeling better and rested so see you later 😓 and then I went down to make me and lynds our breakfast and I was greeted with mum doing some washing she says good morning love you alright and she quickly kisses my cheek and say yea I'm ok sorry I was quiet last night rough match even went and got myself a red card so I'm due at a meeting in a bit and mum says lynd's explained everything darling don't worry the main thing is that you are alright and not seriously injured which is not what you need when Lynds's is due to have bree very soon your focus has to be on her right now but she's safe darling and thats all down to you and I know it's hard for you both but you'll be fine honestly right do you want something to eat even if it's just some coco pops and I nod good lad mum says and I head to sit on the sofa and pull a cushion over my lap so I can rest the bowl on and mum brings it in what about a coffee and I nod yeah a coffee sounds great thanks mum and she begins making my coffee and I hear our loo being flushed and a quiet I'm really not going to miss morning sickness at all and Lynds's footsteps coming down the stairs and into the living room already dressed and I go over and kiss her cheek hiya baby girl and I give her a hug and wrap my hands in her jacket and she just rubs my back and shoulders and she says hiya darling feeling okay and I nod and say yeah be glad to get it over with though and she says know how you feel morning sickness and being a internal stress relief system 24/7 isn't that fun at times and I smile softly at her and I do my usual thing and place my hands either side of Lynds's bump and I'm soon greeted with a swift harsh kick I say and good morning to you too bree don't worry dad didn't forget about you and i kiss her bump and I stand back up and say aww love she's really going all out on you today how mean bree I say to her bump and lynds says she certainly is in a mood today and I tell her don't worry I will spoil you later as an apology and I gave her a wink and poked my tongue out and she said ahh that's my mase and darling I can't wait for later on and She kissed me before saying text me updates darling I will be thinking of you and then I gave her a final kiss before grabbing my jacket and my car keys and headed off to the bridge and it felt so weird being there in my regular clothes and not my travel wear and I pull in and park my car in my usual place and head in and towards the offices and I get to franks office and knock on the door and wait to be called in and soon enough I hear a come in and I take a big breath in and head in to Franks office and Frank says close the door mase and take a seat I briefly see glimpses of photos of franks time at Chelsea and him holding up the fa cup and kissing it and various other moments captured by the camera i then look down unable to make eye contact at frank and Frank says mase you okay and I quickly nod also unable to speak as I know my voice would give away my attempt at hiding my anxiety attack which I could feel building i hoped I could get through this meeting and soon enough i was about to find out as there was another knock on franks door and Frank moved his chair next to mine and opened the door and I kept looking at the floor and Frank says welcome gentlemen come and sit yourselves down and they introduce themselves individually and the meeting begins with the gentle man starting off by asking what caused me to react and I said a few personal things were brought up on the pitch by the Leicester player and i was hurt and he singled me out as soon as the match started and the gentleman says so you reacted like that through revenge and I went to talk and say he shouldn't have been allowed to stay on the pitch for a long as he was if I was red carded he should've been too it's not a good enough excuse so I'm sorry your card stands and you're going to serve a 5 match suspension with recommendation for contract review and this caused Frank to say so my player nearly ends up with a broken shoulder blade and is given a 5 match suspension are you guys joking because if so that's not funny and the gentlemen say it's no joke mr Lampard have a good day now and my world feels as though it's turned black and my hearing distorts and As soon as I think I hear the door shut I break down and begin crying and I soon feel Frank hugging me and saying mason if you understand want I'm saying mate just nod ok is this the start of an anxiety attack and I nodded and Frank said alright mate your fine And he sat me in his chair and said mase take this bag and just take some nice deep slow breaths in and out of it okay and I do as I'm told and I hear Frank walk over to his door and say err jt go and grab an o2 canister and mask please but don't say why it's needed and i hear a on it lamps and my breathing still carries on increasing and Frank comes back over and I say I'll miss you so much lamps thank you for everything I learned so much from you and I feel the final peace holding me together snap and I cry heavily and Frank says mason slowly with that breathing mate and try and hold it for a bit yeah nice and easy and I go to attempt to make eye contact with Frank but I can't bring myself to see first hand the disappointment in his eyes and when I go to stand to run away from the one place that brought me so much joy the colours that were slowly returning automatically faded into blackness and I realised I'd passed out and I felt a mask on my face and as I slowly came around and I find myself lying on a bed with a blanket over me and Frank gently pressing on my neck and I hear a faint whisper of Frank saying his pulse is slowing down now but I'm telling ya jt I never want to see him go through that again that chillwell kid best hope i never catch him near my kids again no fucker does that to my captains wife and then goes for my captain in front of me he can fuck off jumped up little prick and there's no fucking way masons leaving Chelsea no fucking way unless I go with him I mean it and jt says easy lampsy don't worry nothing will happen to mase we will get our star boy back on top form and I groan out a ugh i feel sick I removed my mask and franks instantly at my side with a bucket picking up on what's about to happen and I throw up welcome back mase and Frank replaced the mask back on my face and I say what happened and Frank says your attack got pretty bad mate you passed out is this a regular thing and I nod and Frank says aww mase and i remove the oxygen mask and I say err Frank did you really mean you would leave Chelsea because of me and Frank said ahh you heard that bit did you and I nodded and say I heard the lot but for someone who should be disappointed in me you both clearly have faith in me and Frank said mason I mean this in the nicest way possible but put the mask back on and shut the hell up you are not a disappointment to me at all and you just recover now and this is between me you and jt alright I hate keeping things from lynds but she doesn't need to know about this situation right now not unless you want us to tell her for you and I nod and say boss I'm really tired can you tell her I don't want anything kept from her and Frank says of course mate and he walked me over to the medical bay and helped me on to a bed and passed me back the oxygen mask and said put that back on until it runs out then we'll get you drinking some water and then I'll drive you home so I know your safe alright and Frank passes me a pillow and a blanket and I soon fall asleep and Frank says sleep well mase and turns out the light and shuts the door i hear poor kid and it's about an hour and a half later when I wake up and I feel so much better I sit up and take the oxygen mask off and placed it on top of the canister and wrap my self up in the blanket and head to see if Franks in his office and I knocked on his door and I heard a jt the doors open and I heard Frank approach the door and he goes to say we've got mase asleep down the hall and Frank looks up and says or not hiya mase and he gives me a hug feeling better now and I nod yeah loads thanks boss and Frank says no worries you could have warned me about your wife's colourful language at times jeez got a mouth of a sailor hasn't she and this caused me to laugh and say that's my wife how colourful and Frank says err read it yourself and shows me the text from lynds (superfrank🎖) Hiya lynds unfortunately masons got a 5 match suspension and with a potential contract review (he's not fucking going anywhere without me ) but he worked himself up good and proper and had a humdinger of an anxiety attack and he passed out so he's now currently sound asleep in the medical bay and DO NOT PANIC OR GO INTO LABOUR but he's on oxygen and when he wakes up I'll be bringing him home so I know he got back to you safely he would have told you himself but bless his heart he's shattered and worn himself right out but wanted you to know so you never had any secrets 🥹(lynds❤️) Aww bless his heart and WHAT THE FUCK WHAT A BUNCH OF MOTHERFUCKING WANKWAFFELS don't worry about me going into labour bree's quite happy where she is right now so don't panic ( but appreciate your concern 🤣) and Frank we owe you hugely ❤️(super Frank 🎖) Don't think it's just the team that's blue think the air is too with that sorta language 🫣🫣🫣🤭🤭🤭🤣🤣 and i giggle Yep not wise to Piss lynds off right now if you do your at risk of loosing organs haha and Frank says note taken haha right now do you fancy some water or a hot drink and I say umm please may I have a hot chocolate they make me feel better and Frank says of course and he comes back with a hot chocolate with chocolate whipped cream and a chocolate flake and sauce on top and I lick my lips and one sip and the entire events of the day are forgotten about it's like that one sips removed all the stress in my body and franks says it's a lampard special and is guaranteed to make anything better and I say it really does so what's going to happen with me since I can't play and Frank says jts managing the squad for the matches your out off and I'm carrying on training you and when your back jt will manage the next chels v Leicester game so we can get his opinion and we'll go spy mode to get chillwell out off football whos the fa going to believe more a European champ or a football chump and I laughed and said not to be biased but I'd back you every time boss and Frank says appreciate that mase but it does mean I'm really going to turn you into a proper mini me and i say show me how it's done boss and I hi fived him and Frank said ahh my captain and future club legend god I'm fuckin proud of you do not give that soon to be wormfood any more thought.and i laugh you sound so much like my lynd's and Frank says ahh a wise woman your wife and i say well I didn't marry her just for her looks it's her brains and spirit I adore and Frank says and going by her messages I agree wholeheartedly with you saying she's spirited corr and talking about your wife are you feeling better and I nod right you let's get you home to her and I'll pick you up in the morning for our training session alright and I nod good lad and we walked to franks car and he texted lynds to let her know we were on our way home (lynds❤️)hiya lynds im dropping a replenished and recovered mason back now so he'll be there soon ok 😌(superfrank🎖)aww bless him thanks Frank I'm just gutted I can't liquidate anyones organs and serve em as soup starters 😤 and soon enough I'm back at home and as soon as I walked through the door I immediately kissed lynds and kissed the bump and said hello my darlings and lynd's said up and shower your grey joggers and white T-shirts ready for you and I said your an angel thanks baby and I hear lynds say thanks so much for being there for mase it means everything to him and me and they hugged and seeing my boss (and still my hero in my house) and my wife Hug is a memory I want for ever so I quickly snap a photo and save it to print out later and I get in the  shower and I fully relax and I get changed into the outfit lynd's laid out and I headed to the top of the stairs and Frank leaves before saying see you in the morning mase and see you soon lynd's before giving her a wink and leaving and I bring down the outfit I'd worn all day and lynd's said right you upstairs I was promised some quality time with my husband and I've been looking forward to it all day and we headed up too our room and I shut the door and began kissing Lynds's neck and collarbones and she moans softly and bites her lip and i say don't do the lip biting it's a dangerous move and Carry on kissing her and she says I'm always up for danger my husband is a footballer and if he doesn't kiss me right now we're only going to be having one baby and I lay her back in the bed whilst saying what ever my queen wants my queen shall get and I lowered her leggings and underwear and placed kisses all over her body and she hummed in pleasure and she squinted her face up which causes me to stop what I'm doing and say you okay baby and she says I'm fine just our daughter being jealous that mummy's getting some wonderful time with her husband and I stroke the bump and I'm soon met with a hard nudge against my hand and I kiss the bump and say mummy was mine before you bree so unfortunately you will have to share her with me  so deal with it young lady and this earned me another hard nudge and I say oh dear someone really doesn't like being told no do they darling and lynds says humm wonder where she's got that from and I say I've got no idea what you mean my darling wife and she says no thought that would be the case and bree gives a few more hard powerful kicks. and I say hopefully all her kicking will tire her out in a minute but why don't I try giving my incredible wife a massage and see what happens ehh and lynd's says sounds perfect and I say I'll go and get everything ready for you baby and I kiss her and tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear and I go and get the bits ready for her massage and she says ahh this is so nice wonder if I'll get this at work and I say oh you got a job baby and she says your wages gorgeous should be for you so my wages can be for me and bree and I say darling what I said to you the day I married you all I have is yours which extends to my wages so don't worry about working and lynds says so you don't want me to work as franks pa at Chelsea then.and I instantly say you what you at Chelsea I won't cope the womens staff uniform on you would make my life incredibly difficult I'd never be able to leave you alone we'd end up with our own squad of children but i can't think of anyone else id trust with you other than Frank and lynds says good but can we just start with bree first gorgeous she's a handful while I'm pregnant with her so dread to think what she's going to be like when shes actually here and I laughed softly and say wait is that what Frank ment when he said about seeing you soon and winking at you and she says yep he was desperate to tell you to cheer you up and I say this and your new job have done it I'm stupidly happy and so ridiculously proud of you I love you so much and I help lynds to sit a bit more comfortably and I start massaging her neck shoulders and back and work my way over her legs and ankles and she says best massage ever thank you baby.it's what you deserve darling so anything I can do to help I will I tell her.I then jump as I feel a sharp kick at my hands and say bree I need you to help me out aswell by looking after mum and giving her a break from your constant kicking it's really making mum tired and mum needs some rest so listen to daddy and behave and lynds says i appreciate you so much baby and I say how many weeks have we got left until bree potentially arrives baby and she say's we've got 3 weeks left but I reckon she's going to be a late baby as she's still quite high and i look at lynds and say what's that mean baby as that parts confusing me and she says pass me a hand darling and she takes my hand and placed it at the top of her bump and says can you feel bree and I say yeah i think she is currently in your ribs and she says she is and she moves our hands and says this what your feeling now is her head and then she moved our hands again over her ribs and her feet are in her favourite position of being in my ribs and then she moves my hand lower down and she says when we feel bree here and my bump drops that's when we'll know bree's arrival is imminent. and I say ahh that makes more sense than what I've been reading but i suppose your actually experiencing it so you'll know your body better than any websites and books. and she says the fact your reading all you can is adorable and makes me very proud of you and I know that I'll be in the best of hands when madam makes her debut and she gives me a kiss and say right I'm taking you on a holiday for the weekend for a bit of us time call it our baby moon. I just want you to have fun and enjoy yourself before we are fully embraced by parenthood and I have to share you a bit more so I'd rather spoil you that bit extra and she says mase that sounds perfect and I then book it say I'll let Frank know about our little trip and I let out a huge yawn or I suppose I can do it in the morning right now I just want our bed and my wife and her fabulous cuddles and lynds says sounds like a great plan baby and we get into bed and lynds fell asleep instantly and I lay there for a little bit watching my beautiful wife sleeping and occasionally feeling my daughter moving and kicking i whisper god daddy can't wait to meet you bree the love I have for you and your mummy is indescribable I can't wait to hold you for the first time properly and tell you all about what daddy does at work and take you to the bridge for the first time instead of you being in your mums tummy. I want you to look after your mummy these next few weeks she's my everything you both are and i kiss the bump and as soon as my head hits my pillow I fall asleep happy and excited .