The boy who's dream came blue

Franks blue army 🫶

Masons pov
Id woken up to lynds and bree already being downstairs and my phone buzzing with a text message so before I read it I hopped in the shower and woke myself up a bit and I popped on a white t shirt and navy joggers and replied to frank (super frank🎖) morning mase will be leaving to come and get you soon okay ☺️i sent back (Mason🔵) morning boss and okay see you soon ☺️ before closing my phone and putting it in my pocket and heading downstairs to make a coffee and Nikki greets me with Blake on her hip morning mase sleep well and I said yeah I did thanks sis and morning Blake and Blake babbles Back to me and pulls towards me and i take him into my arms aww you want cuddles with uncle mase huhh and Nikki says yeah he's gonna be cranky with me cause I won't let him have my phone and I say aww mate mummy needs her phone but tell you what why don't we go and see if we can find one of uncle mases old phones yeah and Blake claps come on then buddy and I take him upstairs and he picks out one of my old phones and he hugs me and claps and I say your welcome buddy and then he looks at a picture of Frank and coos and I say that's uncle mases boss and he is my idol which means he's someone who I respect a lot you'll have heroes while you grow up and some times they change and others they don't but it's okay just like whoever you want and then I say right now you've got your own phone we had better get back down stairs as uncle mase has to go out today so I need a coffee and to change so let's go and we head back downstairs and Nikki says right you happy now you've got what you wanted and Blake giggles and Nikki says honestly your spoilt but anything for a moments peace and I put Blake down on the sofa and he plays with his phone and I go back to making my coffee and I put it in my travel cup and head upstairs to change and then go back down and Nikki says thanks for letting Blake have one of your old phones mase and I say no worries sis right now uncle duty is done I've got to get ready for my appointment and Nikki says good luck buddy you'll be fine and i say hopefully and five minutes later Frank pulls up and I say baby Franks here and lynds comes downstairs and puts bree in the downstairs cot and said any issues you know what to if she gets too bad hun drop me a text and Nikki said sure will see you later and we headed out and lynds said you ready baby and I gulp and nod and lynds links her hands with mine and we get in franks car and he says morning guys and we both say morning back and we head off towards the doctors surgery and 10 minutes later Frank says hey mase um we're here mate and he gets out the car and opens the door for lynds and comes around and says it's going to be okay mason you can do this you've already come so far and I take a shaky breath in and lynds says me and Frank won't leave your side unless you ordered us too and I shoot my eyes open and say that won't happen I need you guys and lynd's said babe relax it's okay we've got you and i clutch lynds hand tightly and play with her wedding ring and we walk in to the surgery and I say umm ah mason mount to umm see err dr hugh and the receptionist says ok he'll be ready for you in a second take a seat and we all do and whilst Lynds is drawing patterns on my hand frank rubs the top of my arm softly easy mase it's okay and soon enough dr hugh appeared in a doorway and said mason I'm ready for you and i stand up and walk in and Frank and lynd's follow and Frank sits one side and lynds sits the other and dr hugh says so mason you sure your okay with these two being here and I nod frantically and Frank instantly strokes my arm and says steady breathing remember mase yeah we're not going nowhere and I say I know and I tuck tighter into lynds and say I have to be better for my family's and Frank smiles and dr hugh says is there anything that particularly brings on the anxiety and I say no it can happen over anything and dr hugh says you mentioned that you cut your thighs this caused me to gulp but I nod and look down at the floor and dr hugh says can I see and I nod and follow dr hugh to his bench in the corner of the room and he says it's ok mason when ever you are ready and I show him my thighs and dr hugh says is that the only place other than your arms that you've self harmed on and I say a quiet yeah ok can I ask what caused you to make that decision and I said I wanted to rid myself of all my mental scars and I thought that there was a problem with me and that I wasn't normal anymore and I hear Frank gulp back some tears and then dr hugh says I'm going to prescribe you a starter course of Xanax that you need to start immediately and take every morning and then I'll see you again in a months time and we will see how you feel alright and I nod and say okay and I'll just find out when my therapist has availability so just bear with me and he types on his computer and says right my therapist has an appointment available on Monday afternoon at 3 o'clock and I said I'll take it make a start and lynds placed her hand on my thigh and strokes it softly and Frank gives me a reassuring smile okay mason that's all sorted for you and here's your prescription for your medication and any problems call me and we'll get you in as soon as possible you'll be okay mason it seems like you have a wonderful support system and I say I do I have the very best and we all stand up and I say see you soon dr hugh thanks for your help and dr hugh says your welcome mason and we then leave the surgery and when we get back to franks car frank says you were incredible mason and lynds wraps her arms around me and kisses me and says I've been wanting to do that for 20 minutes now I really fucking love you baby your so brave and so strong and I kiss her back and say thanks darling and frank then says since you two are currently child free anybody want a drink on me and I say umm yeah sure and lynds says I ain't turning down a free gin and frank takes us back to Christine's restaurant and we all walk in and sit in a booth and Frank gets our drinks luckily the restaurant isn't open yet so we can sit in peace and enjoy the quiet atmosphere and soon frank comes back with our drinks And frank says a toast to you mason for showing the bravery and courage that you have we're all so proud of you and Frank raised his glass and said mason and lynds and Christine both raised their glasses and said to mason and everyone cheered glasses and drank and then we had a few sandwiches and Frank dropped us off to put my prescription in and then when I collected that we went home and frank said you need me call or text either one of you and I said will do boss and thanks again I'm actually starting to feel a bit better and lynds says that's great baby and me and lynds both wave frank off and we headed back in the house and mums there to greet us hiya love everything go okay and I say yeah umm I have medication that I have to start tomorrow morning and then I have to go back in a months time for a medication review and I start therapy next Monday afternoon at 3 o'clock and mum says aww I'm glad you've made a start love that's the worst bit done now focus on yourself alright and I nod and mum says good lad and then I yawn and lynds says right you go and take a nap and get some sleep I know you didn't sleep all that well last night I'm actually surprised I still have a wedding ring so please catch up on your sleep and I go to say but what about bree it's not fair to leave you on your own with her and lynds says mason get your bloody ass in bed and get some sleep I need my husband rested thank you very much me and bree will be fine she's not going anywhere anytime soon alright now I'll be up to check you in a bit and she gave me a kiss and I gave her one back and kissed bree's forehead and I said okay babe thank you and I head up to our room and take my shoes off and take my hoodie off and then I get under the duvet and the minute my head hits the pillow my eyelids flutter shut and I feel slightly better already I was determined to conquer my anxiety this time and for some reason it felt possible and that I could actually do it and i could feel myself falling deeper asleep and it was a peaceful sleep I briefly hear lynd's step into our room and readjust the duvet over me and she kissed me softly and whispered I love you baby and she went back downstairs and I felt myself waking up I stretched my arms and got up and headed Downstairs to find lynds sat in her pjs hi love what time is it and lynds says 5 o clock baby and I say I've slept most of the day what the hell and lynds says you needed it babe do you want a coffee and how are you feeling about food and I say a coffee sounds great and shall we grab a takeaway tonight and lynds says sounds perfect next question Netflix or Disney and I say Disney there's much better choices on there and lynds says good choice and I say I'm really in the mood for a chicken pizza and Lyndsey says yeah that sounds really good and she goes out to the kitchen and makes us our coffees and I cuddle bree and she started gurgling and lynd's said she may want some more of her bottle babe she got in a right royal temper with me and I said okay baby I'll try her and I stood up with her and started winding her to see if it was that and when I couldn't feel any wind I sat back down with her and she took the bottle and I said to her aw bree what's dad got that mum hasn't ehh your definitely like your dad in the fact your really cheeky ehh yes you are but we both love you so much and she finished her bottle aww good girl bree and I wind her and she brings a bit up and then I change her and take her upstairs and settled her down in her cot and i headed down stairs and lynd's passed me my coffee and I said once we've drunk these I'll pop up and run you a bath darling and then I'll order the food so it should be here and ready for you for when you get out I'll take your pjs up and put them in the bathroom aswell so you get the extra cosy ness and that should give bree plenty of time to settle down and go to sleep and lynds says ahh your the best babe and 20 minutes later I take the pizzas off the delivery man and head up to our room and we get under our covers and snuggle up and eat our pizza and watch Disney films until we fall asleep.