K-pop Idol Imagines

Betterment (Rosé)

Day 54.

Y/N crossed the date on the calendar as she picked up her wine glass on her bedside table. She sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed, taking a sip of her wine as she turned her head to see the photo album that was scattered on the bed.

The album of her wedding, with the love of her life. From 5 years ago.

Y/N smiled lopsidedly as she picked up the photo of her and her wife kissing in the exotic location. A place that her beloved wife decided for the wedding.

Y/N ran her thumb over her wife's face, a wistful look in her eyes.

A loud sound of thundering weather outside caused her to look towards the window. She checked the watch on the wall and it was already past midnight.

Picking up her wine glass and herself, she walked out of her bedroom and towards the guest room at the end of the hallway of their apartment.

Quietly turning the doorknob of the door, she entered the room and closed the door behind her. She turned her head around to look at the sleeping figure on the bed. A heart-clenching feeling surfaced through her.

Y/N walked to the side and crouched down to face the woman. She gently caressed her cheek with her thumb pads and tucked a hair strand behind her ear.

With a strained voice, she whispered, "Rosie..."

Y/N hoped that she would wake up and would yell at her for being up so late, but a hopeless feeling hit her like a truck and she realized, again.

"She doesn't remember me."

Averting her eyes away from her wife, Y/N saw the rise and fall of her chest, meaning she was in a deep slumber. She stepped back and sat against the wall behind, watching her wife sleep peacefully.

As she drowned her wine, the pitter-patter of the rain started to get stronger and heavier. Y/N kept her glass away and pulled her knees up against her chest, clutching them for warmth as she reminisced about the day again for the umpteenth time.

She remembered, exactly 60 days ago, when they had a fight over a silly thing as a lie.

Y/N remembered being very angry at her wife, Rosé, for lying to her about something that she doesn't care to remember anymore, and then Rose stormed out of the house.

Y/N remembered waiting for her to come home that night till 1 AM, but to no avail, she came.

Y/N remembered the next day getting a call from the police that they found Rosé's car underwater in the river.

Y/N remembered being horrified by the thought and how she frantically asked if they knew where her wife was, but the police denied it, saying they hadn't found the body yet.

Y/N remembered getting a call from the hospital saying they found someone and wanted her to come for verification.

Y/N remembered getting very happy seeing Rosé alive and smiling.

However, she also remembered Rosé saying, "Do... I know you?"

The doctor told her that Rosé had lost her memories of the past and it could be permanent too.

"We don't know for sure when her memories will come back... It can be gone forever too, "the doctor said.

Since then, Y/N had been cursing herself for fighting over a small thing as a lie. She had been crying over not stopping Rosé from going outside in that terrible weather. She had been feeling guilty over yelling at Rosé for the first time in her life.

"I'm sorry, Rosie... but please remember me. I can't live like this, "Y/N whispered in the night as tears seeped through her eyes while looking at her wife.