Dawn | Bucky Barnes ✔️

8. Demons

^^ Our Baby deserves all the trouble to be saved from hydra, no one deserves to go through what he did. He feels like everything he's done makes him seem irredeemable, when he is actually the exact opposite.

W I D O W   S E V E E N T E E N

Ever since the avengers have so what accepted me into their so called family, I have seen nothing but a loving family that supports each other. Tony may still hate me for scratching his suit but the fella is a bloody billionaire he can remake it. Five days ago I was a widow following orders from my director, now... still a widow. That's fun.

Natasha may call me Zahra but I don't know who that person is anymore. I'm seen as Seventeen and I can't let that go. Seventeen is the only name I have that makes me part of society and not some deadly assassin.

Natasha and me have been bonding, she's been teaching me these past five days on how to be part of society. I got to learn how to use that wee box reflection that lights up to a clock and the date - I got my own iPhone whatever that is.

Clint made me download this game called subway surfers, he's been teaching me how to play and even thrown a hissy fit for a whole day yesterday for me beating his high score - may I add that it was only four thousand two hundred and thirty six points.

The game is pretty easy if your not slow - like Clint but I ain't pointing fingers.

Pepper is so nice she gives off mother hen of the group - okay Tony is seen as the mother hen but he doesn't need to know that I thought of that. Right after the incident with Tony and Sam few days prior she brought me to my very own bedroom and I will not admit it but I almost cracked my emotionless barrier to break down - I've never had my very own room before.

Well not that I know off before the Redroom. She brought me clothes the next day, I was overwhelmed with all the different shades and colours I didn't even know existed.

Tony obviously doesn't like me very much but a lot of people do as well so another one on the list doesn't really affect me that much. We haven't really bonded other than us two bickering every second we bump into each other. He now hasn't talked to me in two days because I called him gramps, he didn't take that very lightly.

Bruce and me haven't got any chance to bond with, he's always held up in his lab doing whatever scientists do probably mixing those chemicals trying to be Severus Snape - I watched that movie last night about a boy with a scar on his head and a dilf called Tom rid- Voldemort wanting to kill a child.

Finally Steve and me have connected better than everyone else, I don't know why though he just gives me this protective brother vibes to me but something deep down inside of me builds up with guilt every time I think of that but I don't know why for some reason.

'what ever happens Zahra just know that I will always love you, I'll find you okay. Survive, Zahra. Be a strong girl for me, okay? I'll come back for you, I promise, bubba'

"Okay Seventeen, you're driving, Steve and Tony walk on the road. Quick, what do you hit?" Natasha says to me in one of her many cars trying to learn me how to drive. My eyes twitch as my hands grip on the nine and three on the steering wheel.

"Tony, definitely tony" I nodded with no hesitation, a small smile lifting from the corners of my lips but it's gone in a blink of an eye.

From the corner of my eye I see Natasha rubbing her temples with an appalled look. "The brakes, Seventeen! You hit the brakes"

A small 'O' appears on my lips, with a small nod. "Right...I knew that" I replied but a small frown appears on my face. "But why would I hit the brake, it didn't do anything wrong?"