Dawn | Bucky Barnes ✔️

Consent

"No." does not mean "Convince me."
Consent = yes

A/N: I just like to come on here and comment again that you can still feel things of stimulation during the sexual assault, your body doesn't know the difference on what's happening to you, so don't blame yourself if you're thinking that your body is enjoying it that means you have to as well. No love that is not what is means, sex is supposed to be something sacred and special.

It is you're choice on whether or not you are ready and in Zahra case she is gaslighting herself into believing that she is cheating on Bucky because she is enjoying it and her body wants more. And I would also like to say I am not just aiming this towards the females, this goes for males as well. We all have a right over our own body and emotions.

  Let men be open about their rape because it happens and it is real. People stereotype that it's only woman but men can be sexually abused too. It doesn't make them any less of a man nor is it even their fault. They didn't ask to be raped (including females), they probably didn't even know they were being raped or being abuse by their partner as they possibly love them and didn't think anything of it. Let male survivors feel comfortable telling their stories not hide them.

So with that I also just want to say I know some of you must be thinking why he is coming on to her so strong and why I'm writing it like that, I know it's wrong and disgusting and absolutely should never happen to any individual in any circumstances but it is Zahra's way of getting to her villain arc and finally getting to the final breaking point.

  Yes she got her explosion and episode in the bathroom chapters but she hasn't fully got all her pain out. She's holding too much in that I feel like I haven't portrayed her pain and anger yet. I am trying to symbolise in a real life scenario and I hope I don't offend anyone if I mispronounced anything wrong and I'm sorry for that my loves.

I promise you all, I won't put you or even myself through the pain and worry for my my girl- our girl Dawn. She will get her redemption and happy ending. I won't do anything bad to you all for all that we went through with her story.

Thank you if you have taken the time to read this message and I may not relate if anything did happen, but my message bar is open and I can chat to yous about anything. It doesn't have to be about anything like that but just the thought that there is people out there who will give you the chance to talk freely. You know what some may say, talking to strangers may be bad sometimes but they are there to confide for you and would listen.

I love you all so much, I'm being serious. Most of you have been with me from the start, from my very first Bucky Barnes Fanfic back in 2020/2021 so I would just like to say that I see you as my friends, not just readers or writers but we're a family in the book world community and I'll be damned if I see a brother or a sister hurting and they can't reach out to others around them.

Happy Sunday everyone, may the lord be with us.