Dawn | Bucky Barnes ✔️

17. Addictive *

W I D O W S E V E N T E E N

After Bucky left me unarmed although with a slight ache on my wrist, I stayed in my position for a little bit trying to process my thoughts. My hand on my chest as I steady my breathing, I've never seen him look so blank if that's the way I would put it to place it. He looked so out of it that it almost made me break apart at the site of him.

Like I recognised him but he wasn't my winter.

He was the other side of him that is trapped deep inside of him, so corrupted. His mind has been lost for awhile now, his brain washed mind controlling him. It's placed itself in the comfort of the back of his mind, and in its self it has created an heaven of hell, a hell of heaven.

He was getting better and making his way back to shore but now he's lost, I need to bring him back to the shoreline as I, am his lifeline. And I'll be damned if I lost him again. He is half of me. If he is lost or if he dies in this battle, I will be lost and die along side him. If I am sure of nothing else, it's that very thought that I will bring hell to earth for him before I lay silently in a resting sleep with him.

As he is my lifeline and I will love him forever until we can finally get our happy ending. To get that happy epilogue in a romance/action novel, don't us troubled humans deserve one after the tragic life we can conquered?

My eyes open after some time later before I'm not second guessing myself before I'm running. I just run without a plan in my head but all I know is that Bucky is lost and I'm gonna retrieve him back to the shoreline in my arms. As he is my home and I don't my home to get burned.

And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before.

I need him. I need him back. I need to save him. As he saved me. Now it's my time to save him. And I'll be damned if I can't do that simple task. I run like my life depended on it and for once it doesn't, but I ran like it did as I'm running for Bucky. I'm running to him.

But it's not real.

I turn the corner eruptively, the red lights blaring as sound alarms blast through my ears. My legs pumping as I try to find my way out of this place, I'm trying to figure out where they would be. But the only logic idea I could think of is the main entrance of the building but that probably would be to simple and hard.

And you don't exist.

Knowing on Bucky he probably did a superhero landing outside a balcony somewhere in this big ass building. If I were Bucky and I would like to get out of here as quick as possible without being on the streets, what would I do or even use? He definitely wouldn't get a vehicle as that would be too much traffic and would easily get caught. He wouldn't go get the motorcycle again.

And I can't recall the last time I was kissed.

Wait. I paused in my steps, my heart beating faster as my mind swamps with ideas of what he would use before I heard the helicopter sound going off in the distance. I smack myself internally, of course stupid seventeen. He would use the bloody helicopter. I turnt the opposite direction from where I was running to, double taking the steps on the stairs to the top floor.

It kissed me in the car.

The elevators were all down sadly, but at least I'm getting my cardio in while I'm running to get Bucky and hopefully stop him and Steve from fighting each other. Just another day on keeping up with avengers I guess.

And it feels like the end of a movie I've seen before.

Subconscious.

Yes