July 05 D-33 Boating.
July 06-08 (D34-36)
PS. Unexpected moments
(It means Pein Claire Clifford failed on doing her list)
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The sunlight passed through the window. I could hear the birds singing from here. It feels so peaceful. I feel good! I couldn’t forget what he said yesterday! I would be happy spending my lifetime with him.
I smiled a bit and got off the bed. Nagmadali akong lumakad papuntang bathroom, naiihi narin ako. When I opened the door, I froze, agad ding napaawang ang labi ko.
Damn you, Britney! I didn’t know!
Tinakpan ko agad ang dalawang mata ko. I saw it! His naked body! Nakatalikod naman siya kaya hindi ko naman nakita ang lahat. But still.... his body is so perfect! My mind started thinking gross things. I shook my head. Calm down, Britney! But how?
I closed the door gently. I held my chest and slowly sat down on the floor in front of the door. Biglang nanghina ang aking mga binti. His body! Ayaw maalis sa isipan ko. Napakalaki bang kasalanan itong nagawa ko? Paano kapag nalaman niya? Magagalit ba siya?
Nailing-iling nalang ako. Hindi niya iyon narinig kanina, hindi niya alam na nakita ko ’yon! Kainis, sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Bumalik nalang ako sa kama at nagkunwaring natutulog. Narinig ko ang pagbukas ng pintuan sa banyo. Is he done? After a few moments, he suddenly took the pillow I used to cover my face.
“Baby.” he uttered huskily. He touched my face and gently kissed my forehead. “I know you’re awake.” he whispered into my ear. That voice! I felt electricity rush through my veins. What? Does he know? I felt ashamed. I could imagine his angry face. I slowly opened my eyes, but I couldn’t even look at him.
“I-I just w-woke up.” I said softly, biting my lower lip.
“I see.” he said. Tumalikod siya sa’kin.... was that a smirk? He was wearing a black t-shirt and shorts. Then he immediately faced me again, his expression unreadable. I pouted. I won’t tell him about what I saw.
“B-Baby, let’s make this day special.” He smiled. Since then, every day I spent my life with him was always special. He is the reason why I accomplished what’s on my list.
“Then let’s kiss.” I said seriously. He seemed surprised at what I said. He was about to kiss me but I stopped him. “I’ll go to the bathroom first.” I smirked, then ran to the bathroom. Ang hirap palang mag-pretend na parang wala akong nakita. I was trying my best.
I smiled when I saw my clothes already prepared. Dark Harris had prepared them. Napasampal ako sa sarili ko, malaking kahihiyan yung ginawa ko kanina. I forced myself to forget what I witnessed earlier.
I took a hot shower and got dressed. Paglabas ko, bumalik ako sa kama. Dark Harris was reading a book, but he stopped and placed it on the mini table.
He looked at me, his eyes piercing. I’m falling for him too much. I shouldn’t feel this way, because if we continue, it will only hurt us both.
Marahan niya akong hinila palapit at hiniga niya ako sa kama. Akala ko hahalikan na niya ako pero nahiga lang siya sa tabi ko at niyakap ako ng mahigpit. There was pain in my heart because I felt something bad was going to happen.
Why do we have to struggle to survive? I want to be free. I don’t want to be subject to fate. Whatever I do will not change the course of the world. My heart was breaking even more as I heard Dark Harris’s deep breaths. Hindi niya sinabi sa’kin ang problema niya dahil alam niyang wala naman akong magagawa.
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