July 22 D- 50 My dream as a Woman
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Warning: R- 18, Read at your own risk. You can just skip the bed scene if you don't want to read it. I made this bed scene for readers who are waiting for something like this. HAHAHA
I am also a woman, I have a dream that I want to experience as a woman. Maybe I am dying but I wouldn't die for nothing!
I was not disappointed because I fell in love with Dark Harris Montero. I don't know if this is correct? Was it right that I run with Dark Harris? I don't want to fail to protect the man I love but when I did this I knew he would be destroyed.
"B-Britney, higpitan mo ang paghawak sakin baka mahulog ka." Hinihingal na sabi ni Dark Harris. Madilim narin ang paligid, tanging ang liwanag mula sa full moon ang bagbibigay ng liwanag sa aming daanan. Is he serious? Kapag hinigpitan ko ang paghawak ay masasakal ko s'ya! Napa tingala ako dahil nagbabadyang pumatak ang luha sa aking mga mata. Kasama ko nga si Dark Harris pero Nababalot ng takot ang aking puso. Hindi ako mapalalagay baka sa isang iglap ay mawawakasan ang lahat.
My own Father tortures me. They gave birth to me sick and now they won't even let my life be peaceful! Why is the world unfair? Why is the happiness I ask for not yet granted?
"A-Are you okay?" He asked once more. Hindi na ako sumagot sa kan'ya.
"W-Where are we going?" I asked huskily.
"W-We're going somewhere. L-Lalayo tayo rito." He replied. Somewhere? Napahikab ulit ako, I really feel sleepy. Can I sleep here? Damn you Britney! Are you out of your mind? Our life is still in danger right now! We can't stop here.
Napatigil si Dark Harris at marahan akong binaba sa malaking bato dito sa tabi ng ilog. Naupo s'ya sa tabi ko habang nakahawak sa kan'yang tiyan. Fvck! How? I feel trembled. Napaawang ang labi ko ng makita kong may dugo ang kaniyang damit. Is he injured?
"N-Napano yan?" Malakas kong tanong. Gusto kong tingnan pero hindi pala ako makatayo. Isa lang akong babaeng walang magawa para sa kaniya! Nailing iling nalang ako at pinipigilan ang mga luhang nagbabadyang pumatak. Hindi n'ya na dapat hiniling na makasama ako!
Tiningnan ko s'ya ng matalim pero nag iwas tingin lang s'ya. Is he hiding something from me?
"Dark Harris!" I shouted. Agad s'yang napatingin sakin, yeah he is. His Cold and Dark gazed is telling me that he was hurt.
"I-I can't tell you." He responded coldy. Sininyasan ko s'yang lumapit sakin at maupo sa tabi ko.
"Dark Harris, please. I promise, I will stay calm." I smiled a bit at hinawakan ko ang kamay n'ya. He heaved a deep sighed and immediately look into my teary eyes.
"B-Before I came to see you earlier, I met with your Father. I want to beg him but I don't know why he is so angry." He stopped and stared at me with tears forming in his eyes.
"He can't control his anger, and I'm afraid I may never see you again. As cowards do I ran until I escaped death. That's why I'm here now with you. I lived because of you" he said coldly. Sa bawat bukas ng kaniyang mga labi ay nararamdaman ko rin ang sakit na kaniyang iniinda. Fvck! So Daddy is the reason why Dark Harris has a wound now?! I can't forgive him until my death! Dark Harris lived because of me? Pero muntik na s'yang mamatay dahil sa akin! Bakit andito pa s'ya ngayon?! Bakit gusto n'ya akong makasama kahit alam n'yang hinahabol kami ng kamatayan? Why is he riskless?!
"H-Hindi mo na dapat iyon ginawa!" Sigaw ko sa kaniya. I thought I couldn't scream anymore but because of the anger I feel now I did. Anger for my Father!
BINABASA MO ANG
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