June 26 D-23 Feel care for some one
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Life ends with death. And the people who had been a part of making our life the best that we can ever have are all there. Nothing lasts forever. So live your life the best.
I heaved a deep sigh.
As I closed my teary eyes, I could only remember his kiss. He kissed me and I didn't kiss him back. I didn't even give him a clue that I liked it, but honestly I loved it. I was just acting mad and running away from him after that incident.
Dito na ako natulog sa second floor, sa kwarto ko noong una palang ako rito. Dinadalhan ako ng pagkain ni Xavier at binabantayan. Utos daw ng kuya n'ya. That guy! Hindi na s'ya lumapit sa akin after what he had done. Panay rin ang tanong sa akin ni Xavier about samin ni Dark Harris.
"Xavier, how's Georgia?" I asked him. Nakaupo si Xavier sa mini sofa dito sa kwarto. Binalingan n'ya ako ng tingin at napangiti ng kunti.
"She's fine. May emergency daw na nangyari kaya s'ya umalis at hindi na s'ya nakapagpaalam." he responded.
"Bakit daw?" I asked again. I am so interested about her life, maybe because Dark Harris likes her.
"She didn't tell us about it." he sadly replied. Maybe that girl was hiding something. She just explained why she was lost but she didn't explain the reason why she was lost.
I just nodded my head and then drank the medicine. Maybe if Xavier wasn't here, I would have thrown it away. But that Dark guy! Xavier isn't security to guard me. Why does Xavier always obey his brother? Stupid Britney! He respects his brother and he always does the things that could make his brother happy.
"W-Where's your older brother?" I asked, Bakit kasi hindi ko maiwasan na tanungin s'ya?
"You miss him?" He smirked. Inirapan ko na lang s'ya. Fine, it is okay if he won't tell me. This guy is hiding something from me.
"Xavier, g-galit ba s'ya?" Kinakabahan kong tanong. Mas lalong napangiti si Xavier.
"No, actually, my brother misses you so much." he replied and smirked. I tried to remain serious. I don't want him to tease me that I like what he professed.
"Leave me alone, magpapahinga ako." I said. He just nodded his head and left me alone. I fixed myself and wore comfortable clothes. Tinali ko ang aking buhok dahil sobrang init talaga ng pakiramdam ko.
Kahit na masakit pa rin ang katawan ko, lumabas ako ng kwarto at umakyat sa 3rd floor. Sobrang bagal ng galaw ko kaya natagalan bago ako nakaakyat. Nasa labas naman ng mansion si Xavier kaya hindi n'ya malalaman na andito ako.
Napangiti ako dahil hindi nakalock ang pinto ng kwarto ni Dark Harris. Papasok ba ako? Or sisilipin lang s'ya? Am I stupid for doing this? Maybe. I cannot just sleep without knowing if he is okay. Is he doing fine?
Tuluyan na akong nakapasok. WTF?! Why is he topless while sleeping? And now I can freely see his 8-pack abs and his white muscular body. Dahan-dahan akong lumapit sa kaniya. Ang amo talaga ng mukha n'ya. I want to touch him but I don't want to wake him up. I want to slap my face for letting myself enter his room again. I am not his girl; he doesn't like me either.
I stared at him. Kinabahan ako bigla dahil napapansin ko na namumula ang mukha ni Dark. Agad kong nilagay ang aking kamay sa noo n'ya. Damn it! Sobrang init n'ya. But I was also sick.... how can I take care of him if my situation's fcking like this? Dapat ba akong tumawag ng doctor? Ako mismo ang takot sa doctor na sinasabi nila. I know their worth but how dare them to put limits in my life? How dare them to kill me? Staying at that H-Hell, made my depression and anxiety worse.
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