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Patricia Crossed out is a teenage girl who woke up from the dead and started a new life on the planet Legalola in the Truelanian Empire. She was adopted by the greatest hero of the Empire, Truelania herself and thought this was her hap...
I woke up slowly in a bright room in a bed. It was in the hospital, the same one, just like the dark figure told. I felt tired, but not that sleep tired, a different tired. Like I was sick with a high fever or something, or like taken of a cross like Jesus Christ. It's really hard to describe, it's like an.. empty feeling, drained even. Whatever it is it's a terrible feeling that I remember being familiar with a couple years ago, but not this bad and it's a little different. If only my mom was here, I miss her already.. The figure is right, I should get some sort of help maybe if this feeling gets worse. I should probably call a nurse or some sort of hospital staff to inform them that I'm awake now.
As I look around the room still in bed, I noticed a big mirror on the right side of my bed that was near the wall. I was shocked when I saw my reflection.
My skin is pale like a corpse, I have pointy black nails, black markings under my eyes and I even have sharp teeth! Now that I see myself I remember that the figure said that I wouldn't be human anymore, infact a demon. A Darkmatter Demon to be specific. It seems like I'm Immortal now.
But what do I do now? My thinking was interrupted as I heard the door open, a nurse came into the room. She looked at me suprised and said she was glad that I was awake and asked me how I felt. I didn't know how to answer so I aswered honestly, I feel terrible. She looked at me quite worried and said she was sorry for my loss. She then said she would go and get the doctor and left. To be honest I'm more than surprised that she didn't question my "new" appearance. It's like she didn't even notice. Am I missing something? Does she not see what I see in the mirror? The nurse soon enough returned with the doctor and then left the room again leaving me and the doctor by ourselves. The doctor said he was also glad that I was awake again and began to explain a few things about my lost body parts that he couldn't explain before because I fainted. He said that until the next 2 weeks my right eye would bleed and maybe even hurt a little bit and that I should keep the bandages on and change them if needed and clean everything so it won't get infected, he also said that there is a chance that I will feel a pain in what's left of my right arm that is called phantom pain. Phantom pain is a pain that you sometimes feel in your limb that you have lost, like my arm. It is described as a burning even stabbing pain you feel at the end of your limb you still have left. It can be rather strong but the doctor said it is quite rare. Honestly that information scared me more than my own reflection did just now. I don't wanna imagine what that feels like and I hope I don't find out very soon. The doctor than continued to ask me how I felt and I answered once more that I didn't feel very well. The doctor said he predicted that because of the fact that I lost some very dear to me and offered me a therapy session that can be done here in the hospital, because it's big, where I could also stay in and get a diagnosis. I was unsure if I should say yes because I don't know what's coming but I told the doctor that I'll go to one therapy session to find out. The doctor then said he needed to do a check up on me tomorrow first before singing me up for the therapy and that for now I should rest. I nodded and thanked him as he walked out of the room.
Now it is me and my thoughts again. All by myself. I have many thoughts in my head, mostly about my mom. I wonder where she is and how I will save her. I want to cry, because I miss her. I wish I wouldn't have to put up with this. I just gained immortality and it's already this bad and it's only the beginning of the big adventure. I wish I could just disappear. Why did it have to be me? Why do the worse things happen to me only? Oh wait, I'm the only one right now. Thousands of people in the city have suffered from the attack of the monster aswell and I haven't seen what damage the monster did to the city. I hope no one has to suffer the same I do right now. I feel like dying and never coming back..
Wait a second, now that I think about it.. what happened to Sasha? My best friend from school. Oh no, No, NO! What happened to him after the incident?! He probably got hurt! I hope he's not dead! Oh god, what if he's still alive? I can't just leave him in at a time like this! He will suffer just like me right now. I can't do that to him! I would never forgive myself! I could never forgive myself..
