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Day 1

I woke up blinded by white lights in a completely white padded room for mentally ill people. The floor is cold, covered in white bathroom tiles. There doesn't seem to be a door to this room and the fact that I feel watched doesn't help at all. I'm not wearing my pajamas anymore, either. Instead, I am wearing a white night dress stopping just below my knees and white socks with a single blue stripe at the top. I also just noticed that there is a bucket in the corner of the room and I think I know what it's for. But one question that doesn't leave me is

"Where the fuck am I?"

Day 2

I have no idea how much time has passed but I assume that it's the next day already. Nothing has changed except that I woke up to a cafeteria tablet with food on it that looked like typical school cafeteria food. It looked like a failed lab experiment. Some random desaturated goop on a rectangular blue plastic plate. I wasn't sure if I should eat this or not. My right eye couldn't even tell me what the hell this is on the tablet after scanning it. Speaking of which, my right arm shut down because of a low battery. I could detach it completely, but that won't make a difference. I didn't dare to touch the goopy substance until my hunger got the better of me, I think, a few hours later. I tasted what was on the tablet and the texture disgusted me and the taste confused me. It tastes like nothing. It has less taste than water. It did somehow clench my hunger and thirst, though.

Day 4

A lot of time has passed.. maybe it's been 5 days already? A new tablet with goop on it keeps appearing every now and then. I'm so bored that at this point, I tried to measure out the room. I've always been told that 1 step was 1 meter if I remember correctly.. I walked along the walls of the room to do the math, but I feel like it's wrong every time.. so I walk again. 25 square meters... 49 square meters... 36 square meters... I don't know what's right or wrong. I walked around the room maybe 8 times, 10 times? I don't know.. I feel restless...

Day 7

The air smells funny... I feel dizzy.. The room is spinning.. I can't even see straight... I tried to draw something by carving it into the floor with my nails.. It didn't work...

Day ???

I DON'T KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS ANYMORE! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE I AM!

"I WANT OUT! LET ME OUT OF HERE!!"

I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP FOR SOME REASON! I'M SO TIRED AND MY EYELIDS FEEL SO HEAVY! I JUST WANT TO REST! WHY CAN'T I REST!? I'M CRYING MY EYES OUT HERE! WHY DO I FEEL SO WATCHED FROM EVERY ANGLE!?

Day ???

Someone came in while I was paying attention to the wall.. It looked like it was moving... I think they were wearing a lab coat? I don't know, but they hardly startled me.. They had a huge syringe.. They told me something... but I could hardly focus.. The only word I understood was blood.. They tried to stab it into my left arm. I punched them in the face.. They got mad, so they violently grabbed me... I bit their arm and they hit me after they screamed out a curse word...

Day ???

I woke up. I still feel tired.. so.. so tired... I feel weird. I have a muzzle on my face.

 I have a muzzle on my face

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I can't do this anymore... I want out.

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