Master ♡-- Jake Seresin 'Hangman' x Dark Romance

A Mistake

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence.

Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships, and body reactions due to pain killer are in this chapter - so trigger warning for that.

Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Stella's Point of View ---

I looked at him, swallowing hard, my body felt fuzzy kind of.

Neither one of us moved, we simply looked at one another. I watched his Adam's apple go up and down as he swallowed hard.

"Jake..." the use of his actual name seemed to make him snap out of it.

"Fuck..." he came over to the bed and gathered me in his arms, I took a deep breath, he smelled so nice, had he put on cologne for me?

"I was so scared...I saw Mav covered in your blood; and when we got here it took you so long to stabilize..."

"I'm sorry, thank you for being here, I'm awake now, and I feel alright – we are alright..." I tried to reassure him and stop his spiral of worry, I looked down and saw his necklace, I reached for mine and it wasn't there.

"Where is my necklace?"

He looked confused...

"It must have fallen off during everything that happened, don't worry I will get you a new one...I..." My attention was drawn back to him as he put his hand against the side of my face.

I saw the pain and worry in his green eyes, he leaned and kissed me, after a moment he tried to pull back I put my hand at the back of his neck, whimpered and pulled him even more forward, refusing to let him break the kiss.

He gently pushed me away and I let out a small auditable whine at losing the contact with him, he gave me a steady look but was smiling broadly.

"If you push me any farther with the kiss I'm going to ravish you right here – and I wont care who walks in, don't tempt a desperate man."

"What if I want you to do that..."

I had NO IDEA where this sudden urge of hormones was coming from – I mean, was it the pain killers they put me on? I was getting a good look at him, he was strong, tall, powerful, talented and fucking MALE, I wanted him.

He looked shocked.

"You...you can't be serious; you are way to injured."

"I can still pleasure you..."

"Amethyst..." he gasped, we both looked at the door as the doctor came back, he was carrying a food tray and put it in front of you.

"Mr. Seresin...can I speak to you out in the hallway?"

I narrowed my eyes, but he put his hand on my shoulder and then left the room, I started eating, and when I was finished and pushed the try away he came back in, his face was grim.

"What is it."

"They are calling me to go on a bombing run, I'm going to go and hurt the ones who hurt you..."

I gave him a sad smile; he leaned forward and gave me a gentile kiss on the cheek.

"I don't want you to go..." I whined. For reasons that I couldn't understand I didn't want to be alone, I really didn't feel right, something was off.

"You need to rest...i will be back in about three days... get rest...I love...I love you." He stammered.

"I love you to." I pouted again.

"Don't pout...you need to focus on recovery, you and I both know that..." He turned and left, I could feel the hesitation coming off of him as he walked away.

I leaned back feeling very alone, I was so confused why he would leave me as quickly as he did. I turned to my side and curled up into a ball, closing my eyes.

{8 Hours Later}

When I woke up again, the room was colder – or was it just me.

Looking around I was shocked to see Rooster now sitting in a chair beside my bed, he looked up when I woke up, I found it curious that he wasn't even playing on his phone or anything, he was just sitting there deep in thought.

"Do you want some water?" He asked without greeting.

I shook my head, sad because I wanted to see Hangman, why would he just leave.

"I'm glad you are alright..."

I opened my arms to him and without hesitation he came forward and hugged me, my heart was aching, it felt like it was breaking because my Hangman wasn't here.

He kept holding me for a long time, I was so confused as to why I couldn't pull myself together, seriously I had never been this insane over a man, so much so that I ached when I wasn't with him, I was slightly annoyed at the power that Hangman had over me.

He pulled back slightly and rested his forehead against mine, breaking the contact.

"I escorted the helicopter taking you back...I was so scared, you have no idea..."

It was then, a mistake happened.

The air around us so was charged, that even with my eyes closed, we kissed, it was a natural and almost unintentional. I knew I should have pulled away, but I felt alone, abandoned by my Master...he deepened the kiss, and my hands tangled in his hair.

I knew this was wrong, I knew this would end badly, but for reasons I couldn't understand I wasn't going to stop.

The kiss lasted a long time, he pushed me back, I looked down at his jaw, then lower, I saw he was wearing my necklace – how did he get it?

"We shouldn't have done that...you shouldn't be wearing that, do you know what that is, what it means..."

"Yes I know what this is and means, and I'm not going to stop unless you ask me to... you are going to have to demand that I leave." There was a pleading in his voice, as if he was begging me to tell him to go.

Tears came to my eyes, I didn't want to be alone. "Stay Rooster..."

He played with the necklace...

"Is this why you picked him over me, because I wouldn't dominate you?"

I was silent, he let out a bitter laugh, moving he got on the bed next to me, his hand roughly grabbing my neck and pulling me in for an unforgiving and almost bruising kiss.