his muse ; reader imagines

Avoid ~

Pairing: Xavier Thorpe x reader

Warnings: established relationship, self-doubt, the smallest bit of angst

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"You look awfully lonely" a voice said from beside you. "You mind if I join?"

Your gaze moved from the pavement to a pair of green eyes that you knew far too well.

"I was enjoying a moment of peace actually" you responded to the boy before you continued to look ahead at the path in front of you that led into the city.

"Moment of peace or are you avoiding me?" Xavier countered with his eyebrows raised giving you a knowing look.

"No, I definitely think it was for a moment of peace" you replied pausing for a second. "From you... "

"I KNEW IT!"

"You don't have to be so loud, it's only us" you laughed at the boy's reaction.

"Wait. Why have you been avoiding me? You haven't even responded to my texts earlier" Xavier asked with a worried tone.

"I ran into someone a few days ago, and they made me realized something" you answered wanting to move on from the topic.

"And what did they make you realized?"

"That I shouldn't get to attached"

"That is the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard" Xavier uttered.

"Xavier, it's nothing personal" you lied. "I don't want to hold you back"

What really happened was a few days ago Bianca came up to you sprouting thoughts of doubt about your relationship with Xavier throughout your mind. She talked about how this was only temporary for him until he would eventually get bored and come back to her. You knew that wouldn't actually happen, but it didn't stop you from creating more distance between you and Xavier for the past few days.

"I think you ignoring me is definitely personal" he scoffed. "Y/n, it takes two people to be in a relationship"

"Which two people" you said under your breathe though he was still able to pick up what you whispered.

"No, seriously, what is your problem with me right now?"

"Why don't you ask her?" you snapped quickening your pace to walk ahead of him. "You always go back to her don't you?"

"Who?" Xavier asked in the most utter confusion.

"Bianca"

"Why would I go back to her? I have you"

"What if I not enough?" you blurted out stopping in your tracks to turn around and face him.

"You are more enough. You're all I need" Xavier walked closer to you.

"I-"

"You are the only person that I want" he wrapped his arms around you allowing you to lean your head against his chest.

"I'm sorry" you apologized.

"No, you have nothing to be sorry for"

"No, I do. I shouldn't have let Bianca have that much power over our relationship" you admitted. "I was just scared that what if you got bored with being with me?"

"How could I ever get bored? I could stare at you for hours" he laughed.

"You're only saying that because you need a model to draw" you pushed him away laughing.

"I don't need a model if you're my muse" he joked.

"Maybe I was right for avoiding you" you said walking faster to the city.

"Wait! Hey! NO MORE AVOIDING"