his muse ; reader imagines

I'm so sorry ~

Pairing: Xavier Thorpe x reader

Warnings: angst at the beginning but fluff ending :)

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Once again, you and your boyfriend were in a fight about something stupid.

It's been getting rocky in your relationship lately.

Sure, most days are better than others. Today was one of the other days where Xavier got mad at you for a stupid reason.

"Why are you fucking like this?" You asked.

'Don't ask me that Y/n! You were the one that practically avoided me all day!" Xavier fired back.

"I spent an hour without you! I only fenced with Ajax and sat with Bianca at lunch. It's not a big deal!" You shouted back as he paced back and forth in front of your desk.

"Yes it is! You could have told me that before you disappeared"

"Stop getting so jealous Xavier! I can hang out with people that aren't you" Your arms crossed over your chest. "Or am I not allowed to do that?"

"Stop it"

"No, you stop it. I'm fucking tired of you!"

"I said shut up!"

Before Xavier could process his actions his arm swung at his side and knocked the porcelain figure of a black bear holding a bouquet of yellow roses onto the floor where it broke upon impact.

"What the hell Xavier!" You exclaimed and ran to crouch by the broken porcelain.

"I- I'm sorry-" "This was the closest thing I had left to my grandmother and you broke it." You looked over your shoulder to see the remorseful brunette pulling at his hair.

"Get out" You got up off the floor and placed your palms to his back to push him to the door.

"I-" "Get out. I don't want to see you"

The door slammed in his face.

He stood in the hall for a few minutes, listening to your angry huffs and eventually walked away after you started to play loud music to distract you.

"Ajax I messed up" Xavier barged into his friend's dorm, making Ajax jump surprise.

"Jeez, a knock would be nice. I could have stoned you" He said.

"Honestly wouldn't be the worst thing right now" Xavier replied while pacing the floor in front of Ajax's bed.

"Well tell me what happened"

"Y/n and I were arguing about how I got jealous because she was your fencing partner and sat with Bianca during lunch, and I accidentally hit a vintage figure that her grandma gave her onto the floor and it broke"

Ajax stared at the tall brunette in disbelief.

"Why would you fucking do that?" He asked.

"I was angry!" Xavier protested.

"So?" Ajax crossed his arms over his chest. "You need to work on whatever you have going on because you're gonna end the relationship"

Xavier sighed, knowing his friend was right.

"What the fuck am I going to do?"

"I don't know, it's your relationship not mine, you fix this" Ajax started to push Xavier from his room like you had until the brunette was behind yet another closed door.

"Fuck you Ajax"

"You'll get over it"

"He did what?" Enid asked with raised eyebrows.

"He knocked my vintage porcelain figure that my grandma gave me onto the floor and broke it" You repeated.

"I need to practice archery. Want me to use him as my target?" Wednesday asked from her side of the shared dorm.

"No, because you wouldn't miss and Xav would be dead. Thanks though" You shook your head at the black haired girl.

"He has some anger issues" Enid shook her head.

"He has more than anger issues" You corrected the blonde.

"Why are you still with him then?"

"Because I love him, even though it can be the hardest thing sometimes I do" You explained.

"Gross" Wednesday frowned like she smelled something sour. You glared at her before turning your focus back to Enid.

"You guys used to never fight. What happened?" She asked. And you shrugged.

"In all my relationships there have been times where me and the other person would fight for a while. Maybe it's that"

"If he hurts you I'll be glad to use these on him" Enid made her colourful nails grow long and sharp while you shook your head.

"Or I could always just cut off his hair in his sleep." Wednesday said.

"Wednesday I will kill you if you do that" You stared at her with wide eyes and she smirked.

Enid frowned at how we were lacking a plan to get back at Xavier for being an asshole. Quite frankly you just wanted to wait for him to cool down before you both decided to talk it out.

You just had to wait for however long it would take.

A few days passed and nothing had been done between either of you. You missed a Nightshade meeting because of wanting to avoid speaking to him, afraid he might still be mad.

Xavier wasn't mad. If anything he were guilty. He continuously went into Jericho whenever he could to try and find anything relatively close enough to replace the item he broke.

Nothing yet.

Xavier released a heavy sigh while walking back to Nevermore after yet another failed attempt at making you happy. Until he backtracked a few steps to observe almost the same porcelain figure you had, except it was mirrored with pink roses instead of yellow ones.

Before he could even comprehend that it was perfect he had already purchased it. Happy that he found something that would get you back in his arms after a few days. He missed you beyond what words could say.

Once safely back inside his dorm he went through his closet to pick out two of his shirts that you stole often and took off the hoodie he was wearing and made sure all of them smelled like him before folding them and placed everything into a basket that he set outside your door before leaving to the quad for dinner.

God he hoped you'd like it.

You opened your door and almost tripped over a basket in front of you on your way to dinner.

"What the?" You asked no one and picked it up to bring it back inside your room.

You recognized the clothes inside the basket and slipped Xavier's hoodie on and indulged yourself in his scent with a sigh. Then your gaze landed on a small object wrapped in white tissue paper that you quickly unwrapped to reveal the porcelain figure.

"Holy shit" You whispered with a smile while studying it.

You set it down in your bookshelf and went down to dinner.

You saw Xavier immediately and smiled with a quickly mouthed "Thank you" before sitting with your friends.

"Xavier, can I come in?" You knocked on his dorm's door and he almost immediately answered, pulling you into the room before wrapping his arms tightly around you.

"I'm so sorry for getting mad about something that shouldn't have been a big deal. I'm so sorry, please forgive me" His voice was muffled in your neck but you heard every word.

"I forgive you Xav. Thank you for apologizing" You lightly kissed the side of his neck where his long messy hair wasn't covering his skin. He pulled away and pressed his lips to yours with a satisfied hum.

"I missed you" He whispered after pulling away only a few centimetres to breathe.

"I missed you too" You smiled before kissing him again, tangling your hands in his hair.