his muse ; reader imagines

Red eyes ~

Pairing: Xavier Thorpe x reader

Warnings: SMUT, smoking

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"xavier?"

as you step into the quiet shed, you look around and find xavier concentrated with his eyes staring down the painting he'd just been working on.

"looks good." you smile, causing him to quickly jolt around with a surprised look on his face.

"how long were you standing there spying on me?" he says as he sits there. his gentle eyes now staring right at yours which would of made you kind of nervous, if it wasn't your best friend.

"enough to scare the shit out of you" you say laughing as you place your bag down and hop over to his bed.

"you didn't scare me..." xavier said, with a look that showed he didn't even believe what he had just said. "i was just not expecting you to be right there."

you cross your legs on his bed as you find comfort in the warmth of the blanket.

"you seemed pretty stressed out when i came in, you been okay xav?"

he shook his head and let out a faint sigh as he pointed to the painting in front of him, "it's kind of been starting again."

you search in your pockets while he looks at you with confusion filling his face. "i brought this, if it'll help." you said as you pulled out a freshly rolled one.

his face lights up with agreement as he quickly makes his way over to you on the end of his bed.

as you hand him the joint, he begins to put it between his lips and you move closer so you're able to light it up.

you watched him intensely as he took in the first puff of the smoke and you instantly see him lift his head up from relief. "i definitely needed this, thank you." he says as he passes the joint to you.

minutes pass as you guys continue to pass it back and forth, xavier's body becomes more relaxed and so does yours into the bed. you take your final inhale before he looks at you shaking his head, "i am definitely done with that." he says all giddy.

you both look at each other with both of your eyes heavy and big smiles ear to ear. "what do u want to do now?"  you say while you adjust yourself into the bed.

he moves over beside you to lay his back against the headboard of his bed.

"can we just lay here? my bed has never felt more comfortable"

you look over at him as he rests his head back, you can't help but realize how attractive he looks. you've always found him extremely good looking but something about right in this moment was just different.

he was your best friend and that's all, nothing more than that. you say to yourself in your head while knocking the thoughts out of your mind - making you face your head forward.

you two both sat in silence as you suddenly felt his head rest against your shoulder, which you couldn't help but feel warm inside.

"thank you for coming over, i'm really glad i had you here to make me feel better." he pauses for a moment, "i like the distraction" his voice was low and sleepy.

"always. i'm glad i can be a good distraction for you xav" you said while you moved your hand over to his leg and placed it there gently without thinking, which you couldn't help but notice how his body reacted to it.

the room was still filled with silence before he softly said, "y/n?" in your ear.

"yeah?" your voice was nervous and shaky, you were scared on what he would say next as you slowly turned your head to see him lift his head and look back at you.