his muse ; reader imagines

Come back ~

Pairing: Xavier Thorpe x reader

Warnings: death, Xavier is a bad boyfriend

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Xavier sat at Y/n's bedside every day since she was attacked. She was the first victim, and despite being able to heal herself, the damage was undoing all her body did. Xavier had just told the girl he loved her, he then had to watch her run into his arms, bloodied and broken. He was devastated, blaming himself, saying "It should have been me.". He was angry at the fact that she had snuck out to see him, he had asked her to.

It had been two weeks since her attack and in that time Wednesday Addams had taken Y/n's place, not that Xavier noticed. Enid and Yoko would visit Y/n daily, they weren't sure if you could hear in a coma, but they talked anyways. Enid shared all about her time with Ajax and the date they soon would share. Yoko spoke about how Kent had sabotaged their boat during the Poe cup and if she had been there, she could have controlled the kelp to stop him. Neither of them had spoken to Xavier about Y/n though, assuming he had been going just as much as them. Y/n wasn't getting better and there were days the nurse wouldn't allow any visitors; her body was too weak.

It soon hit a month and Xavier had not realized he hadn't seen Y/n in a while, but she was on his mind constantly. Wednesday had somehow convinced the boy that together they could stop the attacks and catch the monster and its master. The girl grew weaker and weaker, and the last time Yoko visited, she cried on the way out, she knew her friend was almost gone. Y/n's parents wouldn't visit, they weren't the best people and Enid knew, so she made sure to tell Y/n how proud she was and that she loved her every day. The nurse finally told Enid that it was almost time, Enid's heart broke and she sobbed into Ajax's arms that night.

Ajax and Enid surrounded the girl. She had hit her lowest point and the nurse told them it was time. Enid was angry that Xavier wasn't there, Wednesday had said they were going out in search of the Monster. Ajax was also angry at his best friend, there was no way he would leave the girl he had pinned over for 2 years all alone. Enid was holding Y/n hand, a small ivy of flowers left her palm and wrapped around Enid's wrist. His phone dinged and the nurse looked at him. He just nodded and stepped outside the curtains. Xavier was calling.

"Dude where is everyone?" Xavier spoke, he could hear what sounded like Wednesday's voice in the background.

"What the fuck Xavier. You know what's going to happen today and you chose to be with a girl you met last month. What the fuck is going through your head, she can't fight any more and you know this is the best thing. So why aren't you here?" The gorgon was pissed.

"Ajax what are you talking about?" Xavier questioned, his heart dropping as he stepped away from Wednesday.

"The nurse told us all last visit, remember? They are taking Y/n off life support." As soon as Ajax finished, he heard cursing on the other end of the phone and what sounded like sobs.

'Has it- has it happened?" Xavier's heart broke, he was struggling to breathe. He thought back onto the past month and realized he had not seen Y/n. He hadn't seen the nurse for updates, he didn't know she was this bad. He started hyperventilating as he pictured Y/n all alone. The girl he loved. He looked at Wednesday who had a confused look on her face and became angry at her, she had taken him away from Y/n and it was all his fault.  He thought he could save her.

"It's happening now." Was all Ajax said back.

Xavier took off down the hall, leaving a confused Wednesday to wonder why he was crying. He had never run so fast, pushing people out of the way to get to the infirmary. When he arrived, he burst through the doors, at the back was Ajax, in his arms was a sobbing Enid.

"No no no-" He mumbled out, he pushed the curtain open and there she was. She looked peaceful; a flower crown had formed around her head. "No- come back, please come back." Xavier grabbed her hands, bringing them to his face. A hand squeezed his shoulder, and he knew she was gone. "Come back." was all he whispered out. He put his head down on the bed, holding her hands, hoping she would wake back up and squeeze his.

"Why?" Enid questioned, her eyes were puffy, but she still glared at the boy. "Why would you leave her all alone, you said you loved her but here you are, running around with Wednesday."

"I was trying to catch it, I thought I could save her." Xavier mumbled out, he looked at the girl he loved, and he grew angry at himself. "I should have been here; I should have fucking been here. What is wrong with me." He began to sob into his hands.

"You're right. You should have."