MY RANDOM THOUGHTS, SHORT WRITINGS, POEMS

Overdose (Poem)

It's over, there's no turning back
I don't want to let my heart experience another crack
You've ended it, there's no use to stay
Just do leave me, if possible, stay away..

I'm trying to be fine, every single day
It's not easy to pretend that everything's okay
I put my self to write every single word
Words that buried so deep and would crash my world..

I don't even deserve this, yet it's already here
That the hurtful wound takes time to disappear
And please just go, don't make me beg for you
Even if you don't ask me, I know you have a clue..

I feel so helpless, it numbs me inside
I feel so cold, there's no way to disguise
When will be the time to make everything right?
To light me the sun, that would shine so bright..

You poured me with tears
And I showered you with my love
At the end of the play, still it wasn't just enough
There you own the stage, you deserve the clap..

One by one, I will let go
A little more courage to push me on
To never do the mistake of loving you
And with the wind, my regrets will be blown..