MY RANDOM THOUGHTS, SHORT WRITINGS, POEMS

Please Don't Love Me (Poem)

Please don't love me
For still I am very much empty
I am totally broken
No one could ever mend

Please don't love me
I don't want you to see this
The messy world I am in
The pain that I always feel

Please don't love me
I don't have the courage to love you back
Even if you are much worthy
My heart is guarded and locked

Please don't love me
I don't want to hurt your feelings
I'm afraid that I'd only make you cry
You know, we must not even try

Please don't love me
Even if you wanted to stay
I would not let you come beside me
Please, just rather go away

Please don't love me
You deserve someone better
You deserve to be taken cared for
And I could not see myself like that

Please don't love me
You deserve to live and be free
I might just make your life miserable
I might just ruin and change it all

Please don't love me
Though I want to love someone like you
Though I want to pull you near me and hug you tightly
It's just that, I am just too coward to let you know

Please don't love me
For I don't even know how to show you
The kind of feeling that is pure and true
The one that you would cherish for your whole life through

Please don't love me
But if you insisted to
Make me not resist you
Make me want to love you

Please don't love me
But if you'll patiently wait
And if you'll fight for this kind of love
Let me want, to need, to take you

Please do love me
Even if I say "please don't"
If your intentions are to last, and are too sincere
I might melt and beg you to fall for me dear..

And sure thing, I will catch you
Let me spend a lifetime with you
While fixing myself and picking up the pieces
High hopes of love, though one of a few..