MY RANDOM THOUGHTS, SHORT WRITINGS, POEMS

I'll Live, For Sure (Poem)

Down, upset
Miserable, wasted
My life was such a hail storm after all..

Bruised, scarred
Pained, fragile heart
I'm too far away from where I could start..

Thirsty, tired
Broke and shattered
Thinking that, for them, I've never really mattered..

Twisted mind, aching head
The body badly shivers
With a bleeding hand..

Being left with no reasons
Trapped and imprisoned
Wasting my time with the fading seasons..

For all of the lies
Between staying and goodbyes
Never had you pitied my feelings, you might wish for me to die..

The clock ticks again
It never stops, it never ends
But you've never given me any chances..

Begging, losing my pride
But still you left, you've thrown me behind
And you became blurry beyond my sight..

I'm sick of every little detail
Of how we met and how we separated
Your existence, your unfaithfulness..

Leaving me hanging
I've had no plans of waiting
So go on, I've already seen this coming..

There you went, you've gone away
But the memories lingered, for sure it'll stay
So turn it out, turn my blue skies into gray..

I got this, though it hurts like hell
I got this, though my soul cannot tell
I've got this, I'll live, for sure..

I know, I can, I'll live, I promise, I will..
Even if there's no cure..