MY RANDOM THOUGHTS, SHORT WRITINGS, POEMS

How Does It Feel? (Poem)

How does it feel to love again? 
Will it stay or will it end?
How does it feel to be stronger? 
Will you be able to pull the trigger?

How does it feel to be embraced? 
Will we got every word to say? 
How does it feel to bid goodbye? 
Will it only make us cry?

How does it feel to win a game? 
Will you give up something for fame? 
How does it feel to swallow your pride? 
Does your demon could rip you inside?

How does it feel to hold someone's hand?
Will it electrify a love that is truly heartfelt? 
How does it feel to look in your eyes? 
Will I drown in longing, or will I put on disguise?

How does it feel to say the words? 
The words that my mouth couldn't just utter aloud
Will you ever hear every piece of the hurt? 
Nor you'll just push me away and feel nothing of my worth?

Tell me, how does it feel, how does it really feel?
I'm lost, as blood flows in every tear
The wounds, slicing every inch of my being is all my fault
For I kept the unsaid truth which lies in my every thoughts..