MY RANDOM THOUGHTS, SHORT WRITINGS, POEMS

Overthinking.. (Poem)

I'm half asleep, and I'm half awake

It's pass 12 midnight, and I'll start counting the days

I'm constantly thinking of all the times

Of how I wished you were mine

You don't even deserve someone like me

Who only thinks about myself selfishly

But is it selfish to say how I feel? Maybe it is, I don't want to ruin our friendly relationship

And so I hide and continuously break

Don't worry I'll learn from these mistakes

Of loving someone whom cannot be mine

Of effortlessly stricken by the unknown light

Time after time, I'll slowly let this go

Hoping this heart will get rid of this show

I know you're already meant for somebody that isn't me

And guess I could internally die and freeze..