MY RANDOM THOUGHTS, SHORT WRITINGS, POEMS

A Letter To My Happy Crush

To my Dearest "Happy Crush",

I have only known quiet sighs and lonely days before I came to appreciate your existence. For the past months, my life hasn't been beautiful, I've experienced a kind of heartache and I thought that there will never be a way out of it, until I came to realize my worth-- realized that I deserve to have my peace back, and let go of what hurt me. By then, the raging storm in my heart and mind had calmed and maybe it was God's plan to let me see other things that could make my life even more worth living than before. I believe that meeting you wasn't a kind of accident-- it was meant for me to meet you at this timeline. Everyday, I wanted to know you more, to have a glimpse of your unknown world, because honestly, being around you brings so much joy in my heart with no specific reasons. The energy you give off energized my gloomy soul, and knowing you little by little made me discover such similar things that you and I like or love. Having someone that I could relate with is like meeting them from one in a million chances that I could ever have--  it is so unexpected. Even though there's no possibility that you can or might like me, I will never regret that I am admiring someone like you, for you are more precious than you ever know. Thank you for giving me a little bit of your time, it means a lot whenever I am weary, sad and exhausted. Thank you for being my "happy crush", an admiration that is bringing me happiness, yet for now, I will be contented in just writing pieces, poems, and letters that soon I will let you read them all, if the universe will give me a chance to show you what you mean to me.