Most of the time I don't really understand life. I get up everyday with the same routine, yet for some reasons I couldn't grasp any meaning from what I am doing. Though I am fully awake and fully aware of my surroundings, my senses wouldn't function well. It feels like anytime I would break down and wouldn't still know why. Maybe it's an outcome of repressing sadness, loneliness and other emotions that I should've let out before-- and now it seems to burst every time something would trigger me inside. Those trees that help in cooling down the hot humid wind, I can feel the air within my skin, and still I couldn't breathe. Would someone come and tell me how to get rid of this? Nevermind, being with other people doesn't really help me in overcoming these overwhelming emotions. Maybe then, all I need is just myself-- I just need to accept that it only has to be me, and survive at least in the end.
BINABASA MO ANG
MY RANDOM THOUGHTS, SHORT WRITINGS, POEMS
RandomBefore anything else, I would like to let you know few things about myself: 1. I'm gay (I love girls!) 2. I'm introverted. 3. I am a certified weirdo. 4. I love watching the night skies, interested about galaxies, heavenly bodies and time travel. 5...
