MY RANDOM THOUGHTS, SHORT WRITINGS, POEMS

Surreal, Soul Searching (Random 17)

So this is how to feel like being an old soul? You feel that deep within you, you are still longing and in search of true happiness, other than existing and being around with the people that you love.. It seems to be, like you're free floating in a dimension-- still in search for a proper and one of a kind shelter, a refuge, in order for you to feel at home with your own being.. You are grasping for a soothing comfort, while continuously walking throughout, in this life, and slowly finding and picking up the pieces that you haven't thought of those being missing since before..

The exploration and your curiosity of the world you have known-- if you have lived here in the past, and that you might just be reincarnated to someone you are really not.. Because you always tend to wonder, why some of the events occurring in your current life were being too familiar, as if it happened before, as if it's telling you to discover who you really are, and you are deeper than what you think you are.. And suddenly realizing that those instances are being connected to each other-- as if you're solving up a puzzle.. That you might be really someone in the past, and you wanted to remember it, because it might have something to do with the role you are portraying right now.. You just wanted to go back in time-- but were these are all real? Or you are just playing with your mind's crazy tricks?..