MY RANDOM THOUGHTS, SHORT WRITINGS, POEMS

Broken Mirrors (Poem)

She likes music, but not too loud
Not louder than her heart who screams and shout
She is in pain, but she chose to hide
Never would she let anybody knows her side..

She smiles often weakly, and laugh sometimes
No one ever understands her, nor someone even tried
She prefers to get drowned, than being of help
She might be weird because of her loneliness..

On a silent night, she wishes on a star
To take her to the moon, take her away miles so far
Solicitous, her sorrow that will never fade easily
Killing her deeply, causing vanity..

I wonder how she is, if she's doing fine
The last time I saw her, she's out of her mind
Maybe she's just too tired from all the little things
About hatred, jealousy and madness, she could never escape..

I want to slap her, for maybe she's still asleep
She needs a call of awakening from all of her bad dreams
She needs a warm embrace, to comfort her longingness
Wanting to be elated from her ever felt numbness..

She has been taken for granted, not once, but always
All she wants is a little attention each and everyday
But she's getting used to what she always feel
And I'm afraid one day, she'll give a coldness that would bring you chills..

She gives a blank reaction to those who hurt her, in a glance
Than being true to everyone, who only hates her in the end
She rather be rough, than being too sweet
Cause sweetness may result to bitterness, getting them harder to breathe..

She cries in restlessness and would wake in darkness
A strike of light on her face would reveal her innocence
But she has been all alone, though everyone surrounds her
From all the people who loves her, still never had she felt better..

She might be loved for her goodness, but not of her whole
For no one dares to understand the simple girl I know
And looking back in the mirror, there I saw her
Smiling weakly at me, then lately I have discovered..

She was my shadow..
Hiding through the shallow.. 
She is my strength.. 
And I've known her well..
It has been so long
Till I come to realize..

THERE IT WAS MYSELF..

It was ME afterall..