Phantom

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ERIN

I was alone, back in my room. Waiting. I didn't even know what I was waiting for, exactly. But it was 01:30 am and I was still waiting for it.
Maybe a call from Jo.
I absolutely wanted to know how she was.
Is she alright ?
Is this guy kind with her ?
Thirty minutes passed. I didn't move.
After much consideration, I grabbed my phone.
"I hope you're okay", I texted Jo.
I knew it was bad. I knew she would think that I was playing with her again. But I didn't care.
I just wanted to have news from her.
After long minutes waiting, I took a joint and smoked a bit before I lay down in my bed.
Low, I started singing, while waiting :

"I got something to tell you
but don't know how l'ma say it"

This is one of the last songs I wrote. I had a note book in which I have written all my songs, before singing it on stage.
But I don't think I'm going to go live for this one.

"I guess that I could only say one thing
Girl, I been bad again Girl, I been bad again"

I don't want people to hear it.

"When I'm faded I forget
Forget what you mean to me
Hope you know what you mean to me"

I want her to hear it.

"The party's finished and I want you to know
I'm feelin' everything before I got up
I always want you when I'm coming down"

She never answered my text.

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