Still no messages from him. I wonder if he hates me or if this is just a test. He did say "I wonder about you sometimes". The loneliness sucks. I'm still not gonna apologize, though I've definitely felt like it from time to time. And I wish that he'd stop being so sexual. Makes me feel insecure about the relationship. Not like he's been sexual at all this last week or so. But part of me thinks that this is what it's about. Oh well. I sent him a reminder text about his history quiz today. My plan is to keep being nice until he caves in. Who's determination will win?
As for my day, got a 86% on my philosophy exam, and had a terrible dinner. Tried zucchini for the first time though, it wasn't half bad. Tasted a little like a cucumber, mixed with a carrot. Same texture as cucumber too. Played some genocide Undertale, still can't beat undyne. And my parents and I talked about classes I need to take at my community college and university. The work never ends.....and ofc they still don't have any faith in me wanting to work at a museum. I guess I can look into other jobs...but that's really what I wanna do.....it sucks. I wish someone could have faith in me for once. Anyone really.
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My IRL Journal/Diary
Non-FictionI've been through a lot through high school and my college years and thought maybe some of my experiences might help you guys. Regardless my online life has been interesting regardless. Hopefully I upload daily.
