I MESSED UP BIG TIME WITH S. AGHHHHHH SCREW ME!!!! He got super mad at me. "Grow up". Asshole! He said that it wasn't rude. I think my love for him dies today. Then when I apologized he did the "." like dudeeeee. I don't even wanna speak to him anymore. I was just trying to boost his self confidence. I don't think he respects me at all. He called me selfish for not respecting his wishes. Even though he didn't even tell me them or refused to elaborate when I asked. I told him it wouldn't happen again. I was just trying to help. I was just being nice. Why did I get punished for being nice? Why is it always me that gets hurt? Why do I always have to apologize?
SD was kind and caring as always. I think I'm losing my mind, for tonight, I actually had some feelings for him. He told me he likes me like that. Not like it wasn't obvious and I think he told me before, but he really kept bringing it up. I really like how sweet he is. I'm sure he would make a lovely bf. Sigh what do I do?
Me and my son didn't talk today.
Me and my dad texted about my Chromebook and parking permit.
That is all.
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My IRL Journal/Diary
Non-FictionI've been through a lot through high school and my college years and thought maybe some of my experiences might help you guys. Regardless my online life has been interesting regardless. Hopefully I upload daily.
