No message from S today. He must've been busy. I'm still euphoric over the last few days. This morning though we did talk for another 4 hours. Part of me thinks that he plans on confusing that streak of talking to me during his lunch hour. It's honestly flattering. It's honestly a good balance too bc my 6am self is just way too open and honest about everything. And god do I love his sassing. Something about him changed these last 2 days. Our convos are way different! Maybe he finally accepted me as full on friend emotionally and mentally. But me, I accepted him as a crush.
Unfortuenly, me and my dad are going driving tomorrow at 11am so I won't be able to talk to him for as long as I did. Though I will also be up during his somewhat around hours too. Like the very end of them. Have to wake up at 10:30am. I'm excited to maybe talk to him at 6am though. It's going to be sad not having this schedule though once school starts.
A sad thought crossed my mind tonight, in 27 days.....i wont be able to stay up til 6am anymore! I'll have stupid uni....and ofc on some days one of my classes doesn't end til like 6:45pm!!!!! Sigh. Also ngl I'm scared of being sexually assaulted. I wouldn't say im pretty or hot but I don't think im that ugly enough for a pass unfortunately. My mom and I got pepper spray at Walmart last week but I'm scared it won't be enough. I'd rather have a knife tbh but ofc no weapons at school.
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My IRL Journal/Diary
Non-FictionI've been through a lot through high school and my college years and thought maybe some of my experiences might help you guys. Regardless my online life has been interesting regardless. Hopefully I upload daily.
