Hung out with Ra today! Had a blast! When I got back, I responded back to S and he said he hoped I had a good time. I know he was saying it to be nice but it made my night! It's going to take a lot of work to get him to look at me in any other way. I told Ra about my daddy problem, and she didn't say I should or not tell S. She just squealed in delight. I want to be dommed by S. But I also want him to headpat me, I want his praise. God I'd do anything for a headpat from him. Whether it be virtual or irl.
Tomorrow/today(I write these after midnight after the date of the entry) S will be reading my writing. Hopefully. If he's not too busy. I hope he reads it today! I don't think I can wait any longer! I will also prioritize asking more about him hopefully. Try to get more juicy deets! And it also turns out he's a cat person! He said he'd love to see pics of my cats. I sent him some and one was a video of me playing with Maizy. I laughed at the end. I wonder if he'll notice. I really want him too. It's like half a voice reveal. And it'll prob give him a good impression of that part of me. I also think my laugh in that was cute. He seems to like cute things. I hope he thinks I'm cute.
In other news, I'm reading more snape fanfic as always. I also introduced Ra to one of my fav displays songs. I think she sorta liked it? I'll make a playlist and show her next time we hang out. Today was relatively calm though. I think I already said that.
Tbh I'm quite nervous about what S will say about my writing. I'm sure he will be supportive as always bc he's a good person, but still. He seems to take writing seriously!
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My IRL Journal/Diary
Non-FictionI've been through a lot through high school and my college years and thought maybe some of my experiences might help you guys. Regardless my online life has been interesting regardless. Hopefully I upload daily.
