Today I finally talked to SD. At first I asked S what I should do. He ofc told me to tell him, apologize and acknowledge my mistakes. I did. SD took it well, said he always had a suspicion about P. When I told S about his reaction he said I was "very blessed he's understanding". I talked more about SD's reaction and he had no comments. I think he was a bit jealous or perhaps annoyed at SD for not being more mad. Anyways, later on, P tried to call me! Then he texted me! He thought I said I'd never tell him. I prob did. But he also said that I've kept any promises -.- Stupid P. But he's probably valid in his feelings. Afterwards, SD showed me P's reaction on text. Apparently P is trying to salvage it and wants to be friends with SD. SD said to me he would have to think about it and at the current moment hasn't responded. I did the right thing. Part of me hopes that me, SD and P will end up in a group chat or call together. But that prob won't happen.
S was pretty silent today. I wonder if my SD talk made him uncomfortable. I truly wonder if he got jealous. I didn't mention this, but he responds to my first messages of the day rather quickly.
Me and S were supposed to go over my ritual boss teams today (in the game we play) but the whole SD messages distanced me. I feel bad. I know if I apologize he's gonna say it's alright. I did make sure my last message was asking about when we were gonna go over them. I hope it smooths that over.
To make up for it I did send him a funny moment from maincord that I found funny. He found it funny as well. We also talked about one enigmatic figure from the server too. The last message was about this person.
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My IRL Journal/Diary
Non-FictionI've been through a lot through high school and my college years and thought maybe some of my experiences might help you guys. Regardless my online life has been interesting regardless. Hopefully I upload daily.
