So I need to get out of my own head for a bit.
This probably isn't the best way to do that, but I haven't got a better way.
I auditioned for a team last Saturday. That didn't go too well. And now I'm kicking myself for everything I did in there. I can't even find the song to prove to myself that I knew what I was doing.
I wish I didn't utterly suck at auditions.
Also, I wish I wasn't stuck.
It's honestly really annoying to be depressed around 9 pm because nothing is open after 9. I can't go anywhere to take my mind off of it. instead, I am resigned to sitting in my room. nothing to do but my essay or watch something.
who could ever guess it's exhausting doing nothing? it is so draining.
I could go sew, but I don't have a dress form on hand, and it's hard to sew that otherwise.
I sound rather pathetic. But this is what chatbox is here for.
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RandomSo this is my journal. My way of reaching out for help without feeling like a burden. Don't take this personally a lot of this was written at my angriest or when I was in the most amount of pain from the situation. If you are just starting reading...
