---How do you know you love me?
You make me want to love better.
----Why do you love me?
I have no fucking Idea!
I couldn't even tell you that on the phone. Because I know that is not a good enough answer and you deserve someone who can give you that answer.
You are the reason why I have been asking so many questions. Not just to you but to everyone else. I have been trying for weeks on end to figure out why I love you. Or if the qualities I liked about you were the "right reasons" to love someone because you deserve that.
Some guy on the internet said, "If you can genuinely explain why you love a person, it's not love, because a person is much more than a particular trait. It's mere infatuation to a nice trait. No true lover would know the exact reasons why they love a person, because accepting someone's limitations is the first step towards true love."
You deserve someone who loves you for non-selfish reasons. I am scared that there is someone out there who could love you better than I could.
I could point out every single good quality you have and I would still feel like loving those would be selfish.
But I want your bad qualities. I don't just want your best I want your life. and that means the good, the bad and the ugly.
To me love is commitment. Through good, through bad, and through ugly. Love is a choice that you make.
Another internet person told this parable.
Lady: Why do you like me? Why do you love me?
Man: I can't tell the reason. But I really like you.
Lady: You can't even tell the reason. How can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man: I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man: "Ok.. Ok..! Erm.. Because you are beautiful, Because your voice is sweet, Because you are caring, Because you are loving, Because you are thoughtful, Because of your smile."
The lady felt satisfied with the answer and was happy. Unfortunately, the lady met with an accident and went into coma. The guy then placed a letter beside her and here is the content:
Darling,
Because of your sweet voice that I love you. Now do you have sweet voice? No! Therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your care and concern that I like you. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your smile that I love you. Now do you have a smile? No! Therefore I cannot love you.
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.
Does love need a reason? NO!
Therefore, I still love you. And love doesn't need a reason.
Forever yours,
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RandomSo this is my journal. My way of reaching out for help without feeling like a burden. Don't take this personally a lot of this was written at my angriest or when I was in the most amount of pain from the situation. If you are just starting reading...
