Into The Unknown (COMPLETED)

Chapter 54

We will never know what tomorrow will bring to us. We are certainly unsure what will be the outcomes or results of our decision, and how it may affect our life. There is no assurance if the result of what we did will be good or better. We cannot say if the results will go according to our  plan, if we will be satisfied, if this is really what we want or want to be the end.

Many things can changed or changes happen with each passing day, even people's feelings and perspective. It will change and change no matter what we do. Sometimes, or even often these changes are the reason why we, ourselves changed how we communicate and what treatment we will give. Because that is what the world teaches us, there is nothing permanent in this world but changes. No matter how difficult or painful it is, we cannot stop it. Because it is part of the process in our life, so that we can grow and learn more deeply. Because not everything we know is just that, there is an event that will changed and awaken your mind and feelings where you will see more widely and know the deeper perspective of our life.

Sometimes it's funny to think that we thought we already know everything, that we already have everything and everything is planned according to our wishes. But no, because as time passes, we think and thought that things will be easy for us because we already experienced it's bitterness and sweetness. Although it is easy to overcome and go throught it. It becomes even more burdensome and difficult. Until we reached to the point of our life where there is only one solution to end the weight and suffering of our feelings.

To surrender.

Most of us thought that's the only visible solution to end the pain and suffering that life gives us. We think that once we give up and disappears from  this world, all the pains and sufferings will end. That we will be freed from the pain and bitterness that the world throws at us, where we reached to the point in our life where we almost kneel down and kiss the ground due to the weight of problems and trials. We think that when we surrender we will be able to escapes miserable life and cruelty of this world. We think that when we stop, our tears will end and dry, that our wounds will be completely healed, that the pain in our hearts will stop and disappears. We think that it's better to give up, we are going to die and the nightmares from the past continues to haunt us will stop. We thought, that all the pain and suffering, weight, evil and violence that we experience in this world will easily and quickly disappear when we give up and decide to leave everythings behind. We convinced ourself to face it, we will only feel pain and suffering shortly. After that, nothing. We will feel nothing, hear nothing, see or taste nothing. As in no more. The pain, the heaviness, the resentment, the evil and the loathing will just disappear that quickly. You will be gone as if you never felt all that. It's really easy compared to enduring and constantly fighting and getting hurt. It's so easy, but you'd be wrong.

Because surrendering is only for losers. And you are not one of them, because even before you were born and grow together in this world. You are already a champion, you have earned the championship since the time you were racing and fighting with your fellow sperm cells in your mother's womb. Don't stop, because behind you many are following in your footsteps. Many people watch and learns because of you. Despite the pain and suffering that the world throws at you, I hope you don't give up, don't stop. Just keep going and fight. Show them how beautiful this world is, so that with your smile and laughter you can also teach them. It is not bad or wrong to cry and grieve, that is one of the signs that you are alive. That you have feelings, that you have heart and feeling. Do not curse yourself, do not hate yourself, do not hate your feelings, because that is one of your rewards. Reward from your lord, your are  higher than the stones you see. Because compared to them, you have feelings and are warm, unlike them are hard, no feeling and cold. So don't stop or give up, just keep going. Keep smiling and laughing, give comfort and joy. Above all, don't stop loving. Not only for others, but also for you dear. Don't stop loving and forgiving, because that's one of the qualities that only you know in this world enveloped and blinded by extreme darkness and cold. May you continue, be light and warmth to people who are cold, blinded and in the dark.