Until you hold my hand - Regina1230

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Summary:

Nick and Charlie have been going out for 1 year and 7 months now.
They had their ups and downs in their relationship. They fight, cry, laugh, kiss, have sex, hug and cuddle, like every couple.

As their time together in college has just begun, they're already fighting with some problems. Can they sort out things and stay by each others side?
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Work Text:
Nick

The sun is shining through my curtains into my face, causing me to squint my eyes and put my hand in front of my face. I'm looking over to the right side of the bed and immediately start to smile. Charlie's been sleeping there, looking absolutely adorable.

Me and Charlie have been going out for 1 year and 7 months.

I've been going to The University of British Countil for 1 years and 4 months now. Charlie came to University 4 months ago after he finished sixth form. I study psychology and Charlie studies business.

We don't live in the college dorm. I have my own apartment and Me and Charlie live there together, obviously. I like having all privacy to myself and not hearing the people next to my room partying or moaning.

Tao, Isaac, Tara and Darcy go this college too. Elle goes to an art college at the other side of London. She used to visit Tao, and he visits her too.

I work in a coffee shop after Uni and on the weekend to pay for the rent and basically for a living. I asked my boss if Charlie could join us and she said yes. She didn't know we were in a relationship until she saw us kissing once in the kitchen when we thought we were alone, but she doesn't mind.

Charlie is turning around and is opening his eyes. He's looking and me and is starting to smile. "morning. Have you been awake for a long time?" i'm asking him. "No. I'm up for like 5 minutes." he's raising his eyebrow. "you've been watching me sleep for 5 minutes?" he's looking at me. "you're so weird." he's saying as he's getting out of bed. "you do that too when i'm sleeping." i'm saying. "so why is it wrong when i do it?"

I'm getting out of the bed as well and am walking up to him until I'm standing in front of him. I'm running my fingers through his hair. His beautiful curls. I love his hair so much. Charlie's noticing how i'm just playing with his hair. "Why are you so obsessed with my hair?" he's asking me, looking up. "i can't tell you." i'm simply saying and continue playing with his hair. "Nick i have to take a shower." Charlie's saying. "Nooo. Stay here with me." i'm saying, hugging him. "Nick." he's laughing. I'm slowly letting go off him and he's going into the bathroom. I'm laying my head on the pillow and look at the wall. Just plenty pictures of us, Of me, of Charlie and of us with our friends.

There's one i took of Charlie trying to cook. One of our new years kiss. One he took of me sleeping. One of me with my Dogs Nelly and Henry. And a pic of us cuddling. Basically our whole wall is almost fully covered with plenty of pictures of us and our friends.

I'm on the University Rugby Team. I made a few new friends. Saj and Otis are on the team too. They go here too. I don't know why so many of us chose the same University to go to but i'm glad. So we stay friends for a few more years.

I'm hearing the door unlocking. Charlie's going out of the bathroom. I'm walking up to him and then I'm kissing him. "we'll continue in a few minutes." i'm saying after a few seconds of intense kissing as i was letting go off him. I'm going into the bathroom, undressing and taking a long, hot shower.

When i'm finished, i'm getting out, getting dressed and drying my hair with a towel.

I'm getting out of the bathroom as Charlie is standing in the middle of the room, looking at me. I'm walking up to him, putting my hands on his hips, pulling him closer to me and then my lips are on his. The kiss is getting more intense. Then Charlie's letting go off me and i'm just staring at him confusingly. "I have to get a shower." he's saying and goes to the bathroom. "you can't let me wait after this." i'm saying and looking at him mad. "I'll be back in five minutes. And i didn't say anything when you went to shower." he's saying and grabbing my hands. "well tomorrow you could join me." he's saying and is giving me a quick kiss on my lips. Then he's going into the bathroom. As he's closing the door, i'm falling on our bed.

I can't believe my life went like this. I'd never thought i'd be in a 4 years long relationship with the best person in the world. My thoughts got interrupted by my phone. I'm picking it up from the bedside table. It's Tao.
"Hey." i'm greeting him. "Hey. You and Nick wanna go to the cinema with me, Elle and Isaac tonight?" he's asking me. "Oh yeah, that sounds fun!" i'm answering. "what movie are we watching?" i'm asking curiously. "the new Aladdin with Will Smith." he's saying. "omg me and Charlie planned to watch it! Me and Charlie are definitely in!" i'm saying enthusiastically. Then we're saying goodbye and hung up.

Me and Tao got to be very good friends over the past few years. As we got to know each other more, we started to enjoy each others company. I'm glad we're friends now. And i know for a fact that charlie's happy about it too.

"Hey, Who have you been talking to?" i hear Charlie talking, he stands in the middle of the room, rubbing his hair with a towel. "Oh just Tao. He asked if we wanna watch the new Aladdin with Will Smith with him, Elle and Isaac tonight." Charlie started smiling. "I'm so happy you get along with my friends, and that you and Tao became friends because he didn't like you first." he said. "Yeah, Me Too. I mean your friends are so nice! and i'm happy you get along with Saj and Christian." , "So do we go to the cinema with them?" i'm asking. I really wanna go. "Yeah. I wanna watch that movie too!" he's saying.

"So wanna play Mario Kart?" I'm asking. "You wanna loose again?" Charlie's asking me provocatively. "Maybe i'll win this time." i said in a flirty way. "i don't think so." i whisper against his lips as we kiss again.

"Charlie! Let me win at least for once!" I'm yelling, being mad. "Aw poor Nicky." Charlie's saying and doing a sad face. "You're enjoying seeing me loosing?" I'm saying provocatively. "maybe..." he's saying, leaning in for a kiss. We're looking into each other's eyes, then at each other's lips. We're both leaning in for a kiss. Which is getting steamier by the minutes passing by. We're both standing up and making our way to the bed, not letting go of the kiss. Charlie's taking my shirt off and as always he's lost of words. "Oh my god!" he's just saying and then i'm putting my lips on his. Charlie likes keeping his shirt on and i'm totally fine with it. I don't wanna make him do things he doesn't want to do.

We're taking each other's pants off. Then our boxers. I'm reaching for 2 condoms in the drawer next to our bed. Good that i bought a maxi pack. We open the packagings and then... well you know what happened.

like half an hour later, Charlie's laying in my arms. I'm always holding him like i do never wanna let him go, which is true. I never wanna let Charlie go. And i'm not going to. His head is resting on my chest. "Nick." he says, looking up to me. "hm." i say, looking down to him. There our eyes meet again. "We have to get ready. We're meeting up with Tao, Elle and Isaac in an hour." he's saying, but actually i'd like to lie with him like that for the whole night.

I grunt. "Fine." I'm saying. First Charlie's taking a shower and then i am. We're getting dressed and then we were going off to Tao and Elle's Dorm room. We're meeting Isaac on the hallway as he is also in his way to tao and elle's dorm room.

We're knocking on the door. Elle opens the door. "Hey guys." she's greeting us. Tao appears behind her. "hey guys. So let's go i'd say." Tao said and closed the door behind him.

We got into the car. Tao, Elle and Isaac sat on the backseats and Charlie sat on the passenger seat next to mine. As we sat in, I started the car and grabbed charlie's hand. He looked at me and smiled. I looked back at him and smiled too.

This is the happiest my life has ever been. And i hope it's always going to be like this.

Notes:

Hey. This is my first fanfiction. I hope you'll like it. :) Maybe leave a comment :)

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