Resisting Temptation

[112] Not ready

You woke up to the strong scent of alcohol stinging your nostrils. You looked around and saw so many people surrounding you and yelling.
Manager: Y/N! OH THANK GOODNESS! ARE YOU OKAY? HOW DO YOU FEEL?
You: uhhh
You were having a hard time trying to figure out what was going on
You: what happened?
Manager: YOU FAINTED!!
You: oh.. um yeah I feel fine. Just a bit dizzy.
Manager: okay everyone away! She needs space to breathe in.
Everyone quickly backed away and left.
Managed: let's go get you checked out at the hospital just in case. Come on.
You: no no no. I'm okay. No doctors.
Manager: but-
You: no doctors. I'm fine really.
Manager: fine. But let's get you home so you can rest yeah?
You nodded and she helped you up and into the car.
Manager: so what happened? Why did you faint? Have you been eating well??
You: yes, I've been eating well. I don't know why I fainted. Maybe it's just because of the stress I've been carrying around.
You had to lie to her. You knew damn well you had fainted because of the news you had received. But you couldn't let anyone know. At least not yet.
Manager: if it's too much on you we can change the date of the parade, no biggie.
You: no no we've pushed it back way too much.
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Manager: you sure you'll be okay?
You: yes, Brianna is here with me. I'll be fine.
Manager: let me talk to her just in case.
You sighed as you opened the door to your apartment and let her in.
Manager: Brianna??
She started calling for her all around the apartment until she appeared from out of her room.
Brianna: oh? Umm hi?
Manager: hi, I'm leaving you in charge of y/n. Okay? She just fainted and refused to go to the doctors to get checked out.
Brianna: what!?
You: why are you guys making it sound like such a big deal? It used to happen to me all the time.
Brianna: yeah, when you were going through an eating disorder.
She said sarcastically.
Manager: WHAT?
You: oh god.
Brianna: I insist, we have to go get you checked out. Y/n have you been eating good?
You: for gods sake! Yes! I've been eating!
Manager: hold on. I'm still stuck on the eating disorder. What's that all about?
You: it's nothing.
Manager: it's definitely something if you had several fainting accidents.
You: alright guys can we talk about this tomorrow? I'll invite you guys to lunch.
Manager: fine. Get better. And keep me in touch of everything.
Brianna: I'll walk you out.
You sighed before heading to your room and throwing yourself on your bed.
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Brianna stood by your door
Brianna: soooo you gonna tell me what's going on? What was that all about?
You: nothing. I just fainted.
Brianna: just like that. So simple huh?
You: I mean what do you want me to say?
Brianna: YOU FAINTED Y/N!
You: and?
Brianna: I've gotta call your dad.
You: DONT!
You stood up following her towards her phone
Brianna: he needs to know about this! What if it's serious? And we are SOOOOO taking you to the doctors to get you checked out.
You: my dad CANT know. Knowing him he'll take a flight down here to make sure I'm good.
Brianna; great! Then you can explain everything to him.
You: no. You don't get it. He can't come.
Brianna: why? He's coming for your parade either way.
You: no he's not. Not anymore.
Brianna: what? I'm not understanding anything!
You: Remember how I went to go get checked out about the whole plan b thing?
Brianna: mhmmmmm?
You: well turns out, you were right.
Brianna: what? Right about what?
You: I'm pregnant.
Brianna's face went blank
Brianna: you're fucking with me right?
You: I wish I was
Brianna: swear on it y/n. Swear on your life!
You: I do, I really do.
She immediately started squealing of joy and jumping up and down.
Brianna: OH MY GODDDD!! YOURE GOING TO BE A MOM!!
She shook you and embraced you in a hug
Brianna: WHO ELSE KNOWS?
You: just you.
Brianna: NO WAY!! I CANT BELIEVE THIS! IM THE FIRST ONE TO KNOW!!
You frowned
Brianna: what's wrong? Why that look?
She took a seat next to you.
You: this all happened so fast. Bri, I'm not ready to be a mom. I don't want to be one.
Brianna: what? Why not? This is a beautiful blessing y/n. What's wrong with welcoming a baby? A new member of the Lozanos!
You: my life is practically over. And on top of that I'm going to be fat.
Brianna: you can't be serious.
You: I am, Brianna it's too early. This wasn't in my plans.
Brianna: y/n you knew you were at risk and still decided to go for it.
You: what were the chances I came out pregnant!
Brianna: do you at least have an idea of who the dad is?
You: no.
Brianna: oh my god
She placed her hands over her face.
Brianna: how do you not know!?
You: I had sex with them on the same day, literally hours apart!!
Brianna: How are you going to tell them about this?
You chuckled
You: simple. I'm not going to.
Brianna: huh?
You: they're NOT finding out about this. Nobody is. Okay?
Brianna: what?
You: I don't need anyone finding out that I'm pregnant. Especially because I don't know who the dad is.
Brianna: that's not fair to them!! What about your dad!
You: OH GOD. NO. NOT MY DAD.
Brianna: what is going on?? Y/n this is not okay. You have to tell them. It's their child and your dads grandchild!
You: listen, I'm going to be completely honest with you. And I hope you don't judge me.
Brianna: I'm listening.
You: I'm not sure I want to keep the baby.
Brianna: DO YOU EVEN HEAR YOURSELF? HOW CAN YOU WANT TO GET RID OF A HARMLESS BABY! ITS NOT THE ONE TO BLAME. ITS YOU AND YOUR ACTIONS. AND NOW YOU HAVE TO OWN UP TO THEM.
You: Brianna-
Brianna: no! that's unbelievable! I never would've expected this from you.
You: I CANT BE A MOM!
Brianna: why!
You: I'm not ready! And I don't want to be alone!
Brianna: who said you're going to be alone? You're going to have me, your dad, chucky, the team. And the father of your baby.
You: I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO IT IS
Brianna: then go talk to them about this and figure it out. Get a dna test from both of them. Don't just sit there waiting for the answer to come to you.
You: I can't. I don't want one of them to get their hopes up. It's only going to hurt them.
Brianna: they'll understand.
You: yeah easy for you to say.
Brianna: either you tell them. Or...I'll tell them.
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A/N: hiii, sorry for the late update!! But here is the long awaited chapter <3