Resisting Temptation

[105] Your happiness is my happiness

‼️ Smut ahead ‼️

He automatically kissed back and pulled you closer to him. Your tongues going in and out of each others mouths. He pushed you against the wall as his sloppy kisses began to trail down your neck. He left hickeys here and there making sure they were going to be visible.
Diego: I can't wait anymore. I need you.
He turned you over and bent you slightly in front of him as he pushed your hair to the side of your face.
Diego: you sure about this? You're not going to regret this?
You: no
Diego: positive?
You: ugh just hurry up before I change my mind!!
He chuckled before putting himself inside of you. You let out a big moan as you gripped onto the sides of the shower.
Diego: fuck
He placed one hand on your waist and the other on your titties. He kept going in and out of you making you moan every time.
Diego: you tell me when to stop
You couldn't manage to get any words out
Diego: y/n?
You: Mhmmmm
You could hear Diego's breath getting heavier and felt it harder to breathe because of all the hot vapor.
You: d-diego. Hang o-on.
Diego: huh?
You: wait
He started speeding up and you became a moaning mess
You: Diego slow down!
Diego ignored you and sped up even more
You: Diego!
Diego: hold it
You: I can't for long-
Diego: y/n I'm coming
You: do it
You felt a warm liquid fill you and you heard Diego sigh. He stopped, allowing you guys to catch your breath
You: Let me catch my breath. It's kinda hard to breathe with the vapor.
You took big breaths trying to gain back your air. Diego did the same but not for long. He turned you around to where you were facing him and harshly connected your lips with his aggressively as his hands roamed every inch of your body. You left a couple hickeys here and there too to make it even. Diego knelt down and looked up at you for permission. You chuckled and nodded. His hands gripped your thighs as he started eating you out. You gripped his hair with your hands as you threw your head back. His tongue explored every single crevice. His touch made you feel a sense of pleasure that no one could reach. After a bit he stood up and tapped your legs. You gently jumped making sure you wouldn't slip and wrapped your legs around him. He caught you in his arms and stared into your eyes. Water was dripping down both of your bodies as the hot vapor surrounded you guys. His look made you feel all cheesy inside, like you were going to throw up. You moved his wet messy hair away from his face and smiled. Diego held the bottom of your chin and looked at you with awe. It was as if the world had stopped moving and it was just you and Diego. All that mattered in that moment was him.
Diego: I love you. I hope you know that. I mean it from the most sincerest part of my heart y/n.
You: I lov-
You stopped as you realized what you were about to say. What were you doing?? What happened to leaving diego in the past? Once again, you betrayed Joao.
Diego: you what?
You: this is wrong.
You hopped out of his arms.
You: this shouldn't have happened.
Diego: what?
You stepped into the water rinsing off quickly.
Diego: what's wrong?
You: THIS.
You grabbed your towel that was hanging over the shower door and wrapped yourself in it. Diego held onto you and turned you around to face him.
Diego: don't leave.
You: this is wrong diego. I should've never let this happen. It was a mistake. I'm sorry.
Diego: don't apologize when you know you don't mean it. What is there to be sorry for? We love each other and that's it.
You: You heard my dad, we can't be together. You know that better than anyone.
Diego: who gives a fuck what your dad says.
You: I do.
Diego: y/n it's YOUR life. Follow your heart.
You: last time I did that I got my heart broken....by you
Diego: that's not going to happen again. I'll make sure of that.
He took your hands in his
You: that's what you said last time and the time before that. It's just a cycle that keeps on repeating itself.
Diego: y/n I know I fucked up but believe me when I say I want everything with you.
You: that's not going to work out
Diego: why not?
You: you wouldn't understand
Diego: then help me understand. Why don't you want to be with me? Why won't you put your happiness before everything else?
You removed your hands from his
You: because if I do that, an innocent kid will grow up without a father figure.
Diego: what?
You; go and form a life with Stephanie. Be there for her throughout the pregnancy and make sure that baby grows up in a loving family. Don't let that bond fall apart.
Diego: just because I'll be with you doesn't mean I won't take care of my child
You: that baby deserves 100% of your attention and love. And so does Stephanie.
Diego: but-
You: listen. I know what it's like to grow up with 1 out of both parents in my life and trust me you don't want your baby to go through that. If my mom would've been in my life, all this would've been very different. And I'm not complaining because my dad has given me everything. But sometimes I just wish I had a mom. Someone who I could do all those girly things with and call a best friend. Somone who I could trust and tell anything to.
Diego: y/n you can't ask me to let you go.
You: you have to. It's for the better.
Diego: I love you and nothing is going to change that. WE love each other. Do you not anymore?
You sighed
You: yes, I do but-
Diego: clearly not enough if you're willing to give up on us this fast
You: don't question my love for you. You're my one and only true love. THE man for me. But there's times where I gotta put others before me. Your happiness is my happiness. Go and form a family Diego. They need you more than I do.
Diego: y/n I can't be happy while you're unhappy
You: I'll be fine. I'll find my happiness. I've decided to go back to France next week and everything's going to be just how it was before we reconnected.
Diego: no-
You: accept it diego. Don't make this harder on me. Please.
You opened the shower door and stepped out. Diego reached for your hand but you swiped it away.
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You grabbed your clothes and walked out of the bathroom and Kevin's room heading into yours. You walked inside and shut the door behind you. Brianna was doing her makeup in front of your full length mirror.
Brianna: where'd you go?
You: to shower
Brianna: oh, were you going to shower?
You: yeah
Brianna: im sorry I didn't know you-
You: it's cool.
You walked into the bathroom to change into a simple outfit and did your after shower routine then walked out.
You: need help on anything?
Brianna: my hair please.
You heated up the curler as she finished her makeup. You pulled a seat in front of the bed and made her sit down. You curled her hair in silence.
Brianna: y/n?
You: hmm?
Brianna: you okay? You haven't said a single word. And you feel very off.
You: I'm perfectly fine. Just tired.
Brianna: you sure nothing is bothering you?
You: no.
You finished her hair then she did yours along with your makeup. Then you both got dressed.
Brianna: is joao going?
You: no.
Brianna: he still hasn't reached out?
You: no and I don't think he is.
Brianna: you should try and save your relationship with him y/n. It's not good to be angry at each other. Talk about what's bothering you guys. And most of all, show each other how much you really love one another.
You: how can I save something that's already done for. It all went to shit.
Brianna: it's not all done. You can still save it if you try and-
You: no. ive been thinking and I've decided I'm breaking up with Joao.
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Your dress + hair

Brianna's dress + hair

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A/N: hiii so so sorry for the late update!! But here it issss hope you guys enjoy it <3 comment "❤️" for me to let you know when I update again!!