i need to be new

23 April 2024

He flattered me
But does it count if I sent it?
He flattered me
Said he thinks about me
Shall we go to sleep?
But he's entertaining
What a prodigy
Made my thighs clench
Something wrong with this?
We got interested
Saying words that make me warm
Once you do one
It's not as big a deal anymore
I can persuade myself it's just fine
But if it's not even bad he says it's hot
Says just do it
Turns him on
But he told me he won't force me
If I don't want to, stop
Now I can't because he wants it
Always wants to see more
Now he saw all,
is he satisfied?
Still interested again
'Cause I trust him not to save
Comfortable to ask now
Friends like always, right?
Said I look nice
This part of me looks nice,
this too
It's hot (still him)
Now he wants me bad
And I have to work up
courage to walk past him
at school
It's a different authority
he's gained now
seen my vulnerability
Looked for a whole minute
Hypocritical if I care
Different facial expression
he holds, because he knows more
than the rest
I hope I didn't hurt him,
ruin him, anything.
He stole something from me.
He flattered me.