i need to be new

September 29, 2024

I pray someone will find You
Like I found You
But keep You and trust You
I'll wait
It's a beautiful day, it's this day
But I'm in pain
And I get mad

And it's very hard
To pretend I don't see you
When I see you
And pretend I don't know you
When I want to
And to act like nothing happened
Cause I want to
But the feelings will go away

I know I'm petty sometimes
But you like chocolate ice cream
And I held your hand once
I forgot, but I remembered
Your slight swagger
Your perfect, friendly face
And the thumbs up
And when you laugh and are you looking at me
Or is that in my dreams
It's not awkward, just a bit

I don't want to text you but I won't see you for a week

That smile
I smiled back, did you smile at me?
I'm captured
By something I don't want to believe
And I'll always miss you
Will I always be young?
When your posture and your eyes changed
I saw something different
And now I know what you could have
I've talked to you before
I miss you
Because now if you change
Please stay changed
The Lord heard my prayer
But your heart went calling
You might let people pass now
Because all you long for is to know the one who died for you
To worship Him instead
Because He is all to you