i need to be new

September 27, 2024

it rains
it's dusty
but you're beautiful
like something that shines in it
in the mess
you make the day better because you're in it
but am I the same then
is the day okay
does He think im pretty through the grey shades, and the head turns and the expressions
oh
because we can't save
but He works on the hearts of the people
and He can
and He knows them
and He made the stars and He knows them
why would we ever fret
everything is so beautiful because He made it
it's not us
but I hope you're a different person than you were yesterday
smile at you
why you stare at me from across the room
but you're all fast because you're gone soon
you use the same emoji I do
cute
2 drinks
you too
sports
you too
you were serious, solemn
I saw your eyes
and they were softer than normal all day
like someone broke you in with grace
not frantic
im so thankful
and God knows
and He heals me too

she tore me a little
but have I done that too
I'm so sorry
but I mean it

I need to pray for myself sometimes
That I stay in Him
and I trust Him and know Him
like I want everyone else to

Lord I pray His eyes would stay changed
His posture would stay like you touched it
But if it changes
Lord keep bringing him back
Let him know You
I see Your grace to him already
and it warms my heart
just the aftershocks