i need to be new

September 15, 2024

What you did
We won't associate
So we won't call you humans
But was the sky still art on those fateful days
A blue, a yellow
On the red streets
Because it's rather dull in these broken buildings
But we all must be
Scared, like corruption running the streets
But it's us
We're unreliable
A circle of shirtless
And we laugh deep
We breathe deep
Keep your head up, don't put it down
Blink, blink, smile like you do
I like you
Pretend I don't
But I still want to talk to you
And I hate your country
I don't even like the food
But I like you
The way you are

Funny stories
The embarrassment when you falter
But you can be messy the whole time and it's okay
I wouldn't choose anyone else because their hearts shine like their eyes

And we're some party poppers
All squealing, nothing, nothing
Y'all are the cutest, nobody knows but us

Do learn
I won't abandon you

Did you know He knows your heart and yet He loves you,
Crazy
If your great grandfather was a serial killer

I'll talk to you tomorrow
Because now that I've been trying I can't get a chance
Are you immature?
Inconsistent
But I like your face
And the life you bring
I thought he was boring, he stores all the fun
You're a comical person, hidden under drifts of pink and white and a smirk and a blush
Contradiction
But you don't try sometimes
I run into you, I can push most people out but not you
You don't move
You emanate something, takes up more space than your skin
And I can't hurt you cause you're stronger
It was a little scary
Menacing
She said you're showing who's alpha, but she might be right
Said we can't ever get along, because I can't ever judge you
We're literally the same
Hey, go to bed, but I don't
Don't show off your body, but I did
Don't try to look cool, but I do
Don't buy two drinks on a stressful day, but I did
Try to imagine who you are now that I met your friend
Quick witted?
Serious but funny
Same as me
And my brain went insane on a tangent
Whoa, I don't want to know
A country with some problems but I have them too
How does it rain so heavy when I think of you a smidge
And then I walk past you and the skies drip again
But I wouldn't mind your eyes
Kind of terrifying
But pretty dominant, in a way I actually like
Your demeanour, you won't budge for me
Relaxed, strong, but you must have bars where you thought late at night

There were some little cats
And I wanted to get ready for bed
Were they sweet or they just wanted attention
Scrapbooking
I texted you on a cute bed next to the cat bowls
Your Spotify like your brothers was "Crowns"
Can't find you
Just like the ego you never showed
But you got flirtatious immediately
A little directed
Crazy
Like an old restaurant
You're kind of dry but you're super nice
And you have a flair
Flair like the snowy buildings I lost
With some pink beads
Did it snow in Yokohama

You
Emotionless until you laugh
And we can be off beat together
Because we chatted instead