November 9, 2024

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by absy_22k

by absy_22k

Stop searching
You already have everything you need
Praying God would satisfy you
Because you like to walk away
Keep the earphones in and hear what the King has to say
And then maybe you'll be satisfied
Maybe we'll be
Because He doesn't let us down right
So we don't feel lonely

It gets dark and we're still together
Safe in dry walls
It's warm and cool at the same time
Amusing, we laugh
The physical touch gets easier with the comfort
Keep us safe
You helped
You provided
And a little above my level
Did you guess
Because I caught your eyes once
It's funny
Because I don't know why I cared
Some instinct blew up
I was tired
But my instincts saw you and you looked nice
Apparently
To them
So I said let's see
Nothing probably
Because I just want touch
I want to be close
And that ruins things
No room anywhere
We're not CIA kids
Respect is evident sometimes
Some people were trained
Oh the olden days that i miss
That I never knew
I'm not the only one, surely
Waiting til I can dance again
Because my waist wants a hand on it again
So I hope we can do it like we used to
Newer now
But the same thing

I will sit here and cry
Sentimental about the house
But the people make it home
You want me to talk to you
Why do I not
Why does it scare me
Like my trust ran away when the lies arrived
I can't eat until they leave
I can't sing if they're here
I can't read aloud
Because you don't love me do you

What does nice mean?
That's what he said
Because he's seen some
You know what I look like
Burnt like toast
And it worked out
I told you something
I still don't know how you're not livid
You opened the gate for me yesterday
But it was wrong
And I run away
To do it all again
Like your arms are that comfy
Like I like catching your eyes that much
That's why we sing
God
Satisfy us
Satisfy us with Your love
Because I'm dumb
And I want what isn't even poetic
Because it fails

Everything pissed me off
And I don't want to trust you
I've learned to live without you
I don't know how to live with you
Like when he stopped her
And asked what's the worth of a woman
Only that much?
A price
What if I leave it for you
Because you telling me to eat it
Took my appetite
And I don't want to live like this
Wasting all the little time I have
But I'm wasting it all