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Ronan never did make it to Jess's birthday party. In fact he barely looked me in the eye after that day, so it shouldn't have really have come as a surprise when he said it wanted a divorce.

But it did.

In fact I'd have never seen it coming, not in a million years. I was naive enough to believe that every married couple had their problems and we would somehow work it all out.

How wrong could I have been?

He was more interested in his revived career than in his wife, that wasn't the Ronan I knew. I suppose I should have been grateful. But I loved him. Would always love him. 

And I refused for a long time to believe that he didn't feel the same about me. Especially after all we had been through together.

I sunk into a bit of a low after that, Ronan moved out, said I could keep the house. I got sick of yelling at him that I didn't want the house, I only wanted him. 

In the end I got so fed of hearing my own voice that I let him go. Jessica was the only thing that kept me sane. 

Without her I don't know what I'd have done.

Well I do, but it would probably have meant that I wouldn't be here recounting the story now..

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