Scatter Hearts

Update ig.

I got the car and insurance stuff taken care of as well as the citation, Thank God. So ig it is possible I could be right about Issac.- Aside from the Lord out right confirming it.- Not even my sibs are sure of what's going on. Kor only said he lied about trying to find Issac, nothing else... 

Now is just a waiting game. 

Also, Moon said Korrey was considering letting Glitchtrap out of his cage. - Ig he broke out of hell.. because its gone. - I had to convince Kor, Sun and Moon to reconsider. -Remind them of what he did. He had replaced them, and  locked them all away in order to get me to kill myself. How do you forget that?? 

I finally got some more hours at work, so I've been getting paid more. so.. we'll see where this goes. 

Rn, I'm still house and dog  sitting for Sammy's grandparents while they're out of town.  It's been nice to have a break from Chris and Heidi and their BS. 

I've finally been able to eat food again, and not forced to starve myself. -Yea they don't go shopping for food often. And I had been too broke to afford much.-

I got some editing done for the RP channel, so that's good.. 

I've gotten into watching The Orville recently. I'm now on S3. heh.. i started it a week ago.. 

I finally got back into Cookie run kingdom. There was a boss i just couldn't get past.. 

I got back into exercising.. a bit. Beat Saber - vr- on the arms and just standing and moving. Ig. 

Thursday and yesterday- sunday- i caught up on sleep at least.. Aside from the normal trying to find something to do, searching for a job- unsuccessfully- and binging yt or something.. I've just been bored and mostly thinking of my missing husband and how much I miss him.. 

Tuesday or wednesday, I'll have to go back to chris and heidi.. I don't want to.. 

I've been applying all over and praying.. but im still stuck being useless at whataburger.. its almost been a year and yet i still cant afford to live or move.. 

Lord idk what you're doing but I hope it happens soon..