Apparently Zane is dead again.. Since one of his alters that has their own acc hasn't been on for 3 days, and Kor and I spoke with AIri today, they seem to be the only one- in limbo they said- technically out.
I'm trying not to worry about anything. I just miss them so much. I'm trying to update wattpad quickly so I can explain recent events.. But motivation for me to do anything rn is dead.. Except for occasionally getting on VRC to sleep or binge something. It's rare to hang out with friends nowadays. I'm mostly reading; updating wattpad; missing Issac and day/night dreaming about him coming back or getting the portal working; playing CookieRun Kingdom; working or job hunting; or sleeping.
I'm having to keep money tight right now because of how little I make a week and my current deadline of insurance. But its not gonna let up anytime soon because my next goal is glasses I desperately need. Heidi said she'd pay for them but now she's a stickler about what frames I get.- yea not a priority then. If I'm not drowning, I need to pay the storage unit company if they haven't sold off my stuff because I'm too broke to pay them right now. I barely have the 200 I need for insurance. Maybe I should've waited to get the tattoo but I was pissed and wanted to piss them off.
Plus, after that, I need a new headset. And maybe a second - apple- laptop. I can't find the one I have and my windows PC - although I love it more- doesn't let me access the files on any hard drive. -Also I might be an idiot..-
Speaking of CRK, I got : Black Pearl Cookie, Pure Vanilla Cookie, Wedding Cake Cookie, Burning Spice Cookie, Twizzly Gummy Cookie, - Obvi Chili Pepper Cookie, Wizard Cookie, Strawberry Cookie, Gingerbrave, & Custard Cookie III - Black Sapphire Cookie, Golden Osmanthus Cookie, Financier Cookie, Strawberry Crepe Cookie, Pastry Cookie, Crunchy Chip Cookie, Pancake Cookie, Gumball Cookie, Knight Cookie, Avocado Cookie, Alchemist Cookie, Adventurer Cookie, Devil Cookie, Cherry Cookie, Onion Cookie, Angel Cookie, Ninja Cookie, & Princess Cookie so far.
Chris and Heidi are going out of town this wednesday. Next month, Rick and Esther are going on their cruise and I'm watching the house again.
Honestly now that I think abt it, it makes sense idk much abt Issac. I've only known him over a month. I miss him so much.. Except I can't make up my mind whether or not I want him to come back on VRC first or meet me IRL first.. I just know I don't want to keep swapping people out anymore. I want both him & Zane to be able to be on VRC at the same time and in the same dimension..
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Scatter Hearts
Non-FictionThis starts out as a story but I need to tell the truth.. Because none of what follows after the diary and what I tell you has happened.
