P: Anxiety T: Nervous/ Confused

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Anxiety Anxiety

Leave me be oh leave me be

Please oh please

I don’t need this now

Anxiety

You make me

Someone I’m not

Nervous

Shaking

My tears ready to go off

Tremble

I’m trembling

My voice shakes

I grab for any-bo-dy

I need someone

I need a friend

Right now

I’m losing my head

Anxiety Anxiety

Stop it please oh stop it please

I’ll write you way

A letter of good bye

What else can I say?

To something that I

Can’t control

I scream

I hear voices in my head

I shake

I’m going cold

Then all the sudden

I feel hotter than the flames

I gasp

Anxiety

Stop it please

Stop it please

My heart skips a beat

I can’t think

I can’t think

Anxiety

Anxiety

Stop it please

Oh stop it please

Hear me out

I’m singing

A song that I will keep

I’ll sing it over and over again

In my head oh in my head

Leave me now

I’m begging you

I’m in the middle of class

I can’t stop it now

There’s people around

And I trust

So I should be fine

But now I can’t be alone

Which is why

You need to leave me

Anxiety

Something is bothering me

I can’t believe

I can’t believe

Myself

Is this a lie

Whoa

I think I’m about to cry

Anxiety

Anxiety

Help me please

Don’t let me fall completely

Don’t let me fall completely….

Conclusion: I’ve already had two anxiety attacks. I’m not going to get any better. This is bad. I know it’s bad. But I don’t know what to do. Normally, I talk to Lilly but I can’t now. Not this week. She told me that I couldn’t and then I want to talk to Jean but she hasn’t paid her cellphone bill….. I don’t want to bother Skyler. She has a boyfriend now… I don’t know what to do. :/ 

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